what makes me go aaah...
- seeing kids running about their innocence,carefree life..nonchalant attitude...
- seeing old old couples walking together...
- going out with old friends reminiscing about the past and enjoying the present...
- those musical moments..being on stage...
- lastly,just being alone...enjoying my own company
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Just making my way through the crowd
So ive graduated!!yeay!!
my victory pose!
it's a proud moment for me..
anyway!!this june so gotta be happening..
its time to arrange again all my stuffs...
and schedule frens who promised to go out with me...woohoo!!
a meet up with the girls for dinner-a complete FOUR of us..
Trips to various MUSEUMS with Elaine adn plus plus!!
long-awaited meet up with bestie..
the big groove with the dancers
open classes dancing!!
Dinner with you...
Outing with them..
and oh..my bday is coming so soon!!!!!
but this year not gonna have a party..lols!!
all for that!!yea!!
be happy..loves!!
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All i ever need right now is a simple pleasure...
that releases my endorphins..
i need a heart to heart chat...
or even a simple picnic...
go bake muffins or
make cupcakes...and be happy
im losing myself yet again...
i need to indulge....
indulge in little pleasures....
i know we both know that both of us didnt know.-i sound stupid..but hopes no one decipher this
Yikes!
you know my blog.
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they say bestfriends are for life...or so i thought..
besties are there whenever you need them...
they need not be there everyday for you...
but they have this instinct whether you're up or down...
send occasional texts to show that you've not forgotten...
they are the ones that you'd talk to on the deepest trouble..
they understand without you having to reason out..
they love you without having to say it out..
they help you up whenever you fall down...
they are the bestest of the bestest that
even in times when you get busier in your lives...
and miss out on catching with each other..
you're automatically forgiven without the need of an argument...
they are the people you want to grow up with
share the every tears and cheers with..
hugs you in time of needs..
And go along with every silly plans you did
they say out of many many friends..
there will be only ONE bestfriend and many many other good friends
Bestie,
i have indeed enjoyed my walk with you...
i've appreciated your every effort in this bestie relationship...
ive enjoyed being there for you physically and emotionally thru times of your need..
being there for you is my greatest gift i could ever give to you..
but in view of your soon to be new life..
i might not have this privilege no more..
and I know both of us are releasing this bestie rship go off slowly...
and hopefully not painfully...
i'll still be your good friend...
and listener for you whenever you need it...
all the best my bestie!!
you're my bestest bestie ever....
to continue the walk of life..
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my mindset??
why work your ass off when your pay is peanuts,
when u can work less and earn the same salary
well i'll take it that im serving NS for 2years??(i'll get my next year's bonus in dec and CHAO!!)
soon goodbye shift hours,hello office hours (or shud i just say 5 day work week?)
tats if i get accepted to this particular place...im not telling you..
but if 2years or less in hospital gets me going and i love the job then i'll stick with it maybe for the rest of my life..
till i get married and have kids!
but if not...i'll be saying hi to a new life and new work..
that will mean more dancing for me...!!musicals,dance,performance,competitions..!!loves!
aah..now i found more reasons to rejoice for not getting sponsorship!!
but for now *burst my bubble of thoughts*
its time for cases,take blood,prick people,follow doctors order..
and parameters etc etc..work is nice...i promise..but welfare is another issue...
and not being able to pursue interests consistently is another...and staffs issue there is another...
well,
19mths to go!!!wish me luck man!!!
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Labels: apathetic...a.a.a, asocial
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
its kinda sad that those whom u expect to be there for u arent there for you...
its a pity that replacements do happen...
but its a joy when u find the right company..
and i wonder......if everything and anything happens for the right reasons..
i just need to pull through it...
oh...whatever...IV meds exams coming up...
and i've yet to study anything...
sometimes i wonder i rushed to get a job/career
..i wud be h appier slacking at home i guess...but nevertheless im enjoying the pay..
nyea haha haha!!
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