its kinda sad that those whom u expect to be there for u arent there for you...
its a pity that replacements do happen...
but its a joy when u find the right company..

and i wonder......if everything and anything happens for the right reasons..
i just need to pull through it...

oh...whatever...IV meds exams coming up...
and i've yet to study anything...
sometimes i wonder i rushed to get a job/career
..i wud be h appier slacking at home i guess...but nevertheless im enjoying the pay..
nyea haha haha!!

Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd

Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd

i feel tired and never stop getting tired...
foundation is pretty tough..
k laa not really..but its kinda tiring to do 8-4.30...
cant wait to get off foundation then i'll have a lil life...
now i get paid...i duno what to spend my money on..
wokay!!that is too early to say laa...

haiz.
anw...i cant wait for IV meds exam to be over and my venepuncture and cann. to start...
then im done with foundation...
hmmm..
groaning and moaning we still have to get thru it...
just wanna thx my beloved scandal for being there for me before and after my foundation
azimama sexayye,mons and reks for spending patho lab with me...
those food corners,drink corners that we built under the table...
and being the bestest gang for lunch and breaks!!
our lunches and breakers were more fun than the rest...
woops!!
haha ppl go canteen,we go chinatown,ppl go kopitiam,we go seah im!!!
I LOVE MY BLOODY SCANDAL!!!hahaha!!

ok holla!!im tired laa...

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Have u been hitting my URL but just disappointed cause everytime you do so...
its just not updated...?
okay dun be ..i'll make it up to u...!



brief updates
went to www
went to batam
went to flyers
went to work!
etc etc
huahuahua!!



my heartfelt thoughts!





so the journey started...
im no longer a student in the eyes of LTA
no longer a student in my school...
now i am a young adult...and...nooo its not a gd ting...
thank god ive yet to hit the big twenty!



so ive gotten employed by sgh...tat was very fast....
and admin work sucked big time...
needless to say,now a grown up...i just had to settle everything on my own
the first step towards real independence..
well welcome new world..

im no longer crawling...
im stepping up and seeing the world in a new view...
its all a brand new experience..

so now im on foundation programme.
gotten the ward..
and it was a real shock..
honeymoon period is over...

wearing the nurse's uniform is all a different thing...
more responsibilities...
more things on your own...
its like no strings attached..
unlike in student years...your lecturers are at the back of you...
you are just like in a safety net...
now the safety net is broken..
you have to explore on your own..
every of your actions are answerable by your own self...

I am now a fully-fledge staff nurse..
I am freaking out....
and i am struggling...
i am thrown into the ocean and struggling to float up and swim...(if u get what i mean)

and yes people who haven take their foundation programme...
just a lil advice...
do not think so highly of yourself....
because wearing a student uniform and a
staff nurse uniform is a different thing all together..
take the humble pie...and keep asking if u dun noe...
make frens and be frens with ur staffs cuz eventually they are ur colleagues...

and my adventure continues...

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Just making my way through the crowd

new skin!
will relink celest later...
updates up soon!!

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