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pArTAy!!!
Thursday, June 29, 2006 ; 12:57 PM

Heyz readers!yea...Sorry for the delay of postings cuz ma blog needed to hibernate..hahakz..niwaes im back to update on my partay...woohoo!!!

hOoray!!gUEss WAT I ACHIEVED FOR MY 17 BDAE???!!!
1stly...i LEARNT HOW TO PLAY XBOX!!!thanx to rizal n nazmi..haha
2ndly,i FELL THREE TIMES ON MY BDAE!!!!
hahakz aniwaes i wud lyk to wish a BIG THANK YOU TO THE FOLLOWING PEEPS WHO CAME!!(according to the earliest)

Farid
Rizal
Memii
Geeta
Roger(geet's guy)
Jessica
RAb2
Raihanah
Justin aka ljyj
Marn Chern aka mc
Kak MAs
Diyanah
Sharilyn
Fatt
Ila
NAdia
Khai
Nazmi(lotsa lotsa thanx to u fer cuming strait from m'sia hols)
Suhair
Fadly
Sheila(sakura)
& my mum's frenz!!


aniwae here's da details..

pre-party:-
Before the party itself,i panicked lyk shit!!!my mum was sick...Steaks have yet to be bought...
NOT STICKS MEMII..lol!
alot of food lah haven buy..i had to go to GEylang serai's wet market wit my younger sis !!first time!!!!lol..
n erm.yea..it was super NOT NICE...aniwae juz went and buy n quickly go home..there was ALOT OF STUFFS TO bring to the chalet..
n there was onli me..my younger sis and my mum..lotsa boxes...haha..aniwae we still did manage with it..i had to take a taxi alone...mum was with my younger sis..haha.,..aniwae we finally reached our destination..

DURING PARTY!!!
farid and rizal came first!!!gave me prezzie..lol..i was still busy doing the charcoal thingy..haha..as usual a dumbhead lyk me dunno how to set it up..
aniwae...after both of em hav eaten..rizal was busy toking to my grandma..haha saying dat her mum noe my grandma n stuffs lyk dat..juz lyk an aunty...lol//

haha den rizal and farid helped me out with the bbq...as memii and gang came..
was so freakin happy dat dey came..
gave me ma prezzie...which i luv lyk hell!!gave me a compilation of reggae ssongs and billabong wallet which im using ryt now...
haha..sat and tok with dem...yakyakyak..until my next guests arrived...
rab2 and raihanah..haha dey help me entertained rizal and farid..haha i was still busy with the bbq tingy..
rizal thx fer saying bdae gal no nid to do aniting...BUT U ARENT HELPING ME OUT!!!!lol

aniwae waited n waited until...

which is ljyj and gang....thay obviously had their own fun..conquering the whole room....and stuffs lyk dat...haha..at least i no need to play host with dem..
haha tho i felt bad..but aniwae im happy as long as they enjoyed themselves..
watching anugerah skrin...and stuffs...

aniwae.....
to cut it short....
the highlight of the dae was when nazmi arrived!!!!!haha
so touched dat he actually came right from home on the dae he arrived SiNGAPORE!!!
but GOD DAMN ME FERRGOTT TO KEEP HIM A PIECE OF CAKE!!!!
i felt terribly guilty..
aniwae.....ya he and rizal overnyt there...

it was SUPER FUN!!
They plus farid thot me how to play XBOX!!!
haha until 1am...farid had to leav e cz of sum conflict tingy..we send him home..den
wen we reached the chalet back..we played XBOX!!!
haha super fun..
played soccer la,botherhood of steel and watsoeva ther was...
played till 3am..untill they were condemned..
so we went and sleep..


next morning,they woke up super early n played xbox...
haha and i cud hear rizal's sound effect..
lol...untill they had to go...so my mum told me to pass em two tix free entrance to the escape
they who were so eager to go home now had double thots..rizal had camp..nazmi had to accompany his sis to sumwher..
but eventually the temptation was too hard to resist..they stayed on..
farid came back..and together we set off to the escape..haha we had super duper fun..the keypoint is dat i truly enjoyed the day wit em...


aniwae....to cut it even shorter..i really wanna giv u guys a big hug...
thx fer celebrating my 17th bdae with me..lurve u all lyk heaven..
ljyj thx fer the interesting conversation...
memii and gang thxfer cuming
fatt and gang miz u all loadz
farid,rizal n nazmi..thx a millions...u guys rawk ma bdae..
suhair n fadly apreciated ur presence
diy,mas n gang...thx fer cuming too..
miz u all loadz n loads!!!


THAT CLOSED MY 1&th bdae CHAPTER!!!

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Just making my way through the crowd

INVITATIONS
Saturday, June 17, 2006 ; 5:44 PM

heY PPl hErE aRe zEE dEtaIlS FEr mA pArtAy fer ThOSe whO aInT SurE wHerE iZIT

venue:COSTA SANDS RESORT,DOWNTOWN AST(CHALET)
TIME:3.30(my sec fwens) and4pm(poly fwens)
date:19th JUNE 2006

cake cutting will be arnd 6pm..and yea dun get to the trouble of buying me prezzies..
yea..juz cum down and have fun..
the chalet no. will be smsed to u once i get hold of it..thx ppl!!
HOPE TO SEE EU SOON!!!

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tests??invitations??ica??CabLE gUY..and MOST IMPTLY.....
Thursday, June 08, 2006 ; 2:34 PM

let me start by toking abt ystd STEWPID(wat mdm zainah lurves to sae) SOCIOLOGY TEST!!
i felt so dumb...freakin shit mann...test was lyk uh-uh..no-no..
toking abt norms culture i cann...
but it was in yeddish!!!dun undastand the high setting questions...
choosing btwn proletariats or burgeoisie(if dats how its spelt)
heart pain mann...freakin test..though i calculated i can score minimum of ten over 40marks..
dat totally really pissed mi of...
shading my LOooONG name was not gonna help aniwae..
haiz..wats happening to ma brains mann..
dun tell me the neurons died(a whole load of it??)
im juz sick of sociology..
aniwaes...it has ended..tadaa...
juz hope fer the best la ehs...luckily it was mcq..haha
ppl wish mi luck aite??

invitations..
SUPER-sensitive
SUPER-observant
SUPER-IRRITATING
dats abit of qualities frm my SUPER- mum!!!
noe y??
i was doin the invitation cards ystd and..nonetheless i did it fer her frens ferst..
was doin and doin..
and guess wad??fer evry lil detail dat i do she wud hav comments:

mum: no, not this colour..it doesnt suit her
me(in my heart):so??it's juz an invitation card..
mum: no no...write pasir ris theme park in brackets oso
me: why?
mum:they wunt noe the place
me:(in my heart)okie fine..relax...
mum: AIYO!!y u write "family" so small..the rest of the envelopes oso muz write small!!
me:why?
mum: My frens will compare and bla3

and it goes on and on and..never ending..
haiz...and it took me 1 and 1/2 hours doin invitation card fer TEN(ONLY TEN!!!)
of her frenz..
ended at 12 midnyt!!!
haiz.
shall do abit faster fer ma frens to nyt!!


ICA!!
damn..i didnt really get my desired results fer ica..fer hs 1026
it was not dat bad..got a B onli...expectin higher..haiz..
im neva satisfied wit maself mann...
haiz..its okie..
quite good oredi..hmm.

CabLE gUy!!
ysTD..my dad asked me to attend to this salesman..cuz he was eating
so i went out of my room..and guess wat??
i saw a guy and two gals..arnd my age
he was asking me abt cable tv tingy..
an aww..he was so super duper sweet..
the way he approach me..
he is reali reali sweet..
he told me to persuade my dad to get a cable fer 18.90!!!
so cheap!!
aniwae my dad didnt want it..
had to decline it..
but realli peeps he's a chinese and super duper sweeet..mann
but i kept calm..n smiled..duh!!!haha sweety tweety..

MOST IMPTLY...
MY IDOL HYRUL HAD A DEFERMENT!!!WOOHOO!!! (i noe rab gonna sae...'eNUFF lar!!' haha)
yay!!!haha..n he's appearing in NDP!!woo hoo!!
so happi!!

k laa..till here...tata

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My wish list!!!!hahakz..
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 ; 5:39 PM

for those who wud lyk to get moi a prezzie on my SEVENTEEN burfdae..here's a total clue..


I wish and i wish for ........
a happy r'ship wit "spongebob" till death do we part
happiness in my family
unity in family
no more scoldings
no more quarrels
lurve and care from everyone who noes me(will be reciprocated)
constant contact with all my fwens(old and new)
....thinkin in process....
oh ya!!wish for fwens who cud be ther for me
wish my parents noe abt him
wish dat i complete diploma ASAP
wish for a reunion wit my besties...
wish to hav fun on da day itself
wish dat lessons in skul will be lesser too!!

-----well well..intangible huh..the list still do go on--------

wish for a..
-cargo pants for my dance
-cool t-shirt
-a sweater (was actually in luv wit d adidas sweaterat skul which cost 35 bucks!!!)
-a laptop(BIG WISH HAHAKZ)
-an mp3 or a iPod with songs compiled in it..hahakz
-to have an air ticket to australia gold coast(lala land)
-myuk ladies' bag
-cool wallet
-bigger wardrobe
-a skul bag

-light sneakers fer ma dance and skul purpose(haha)
-a cd full of reggae and hip hop remixes(memii myt b able to do dis..heex)
- new handphone casing nokia7610
-a earpiece fer my hp too!!
-and sumting dat spongebob wud gimme sincerely either materially or non-materially..

haha..shall add more if i can rmb..
wakaka

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fAsT fACTS...(foR those who SKIP bio-science lecture)
; 5:34 PM

guess wat..the fact is hearts are located on the left part of ur body ryt...
tho the lecturer wasnt as interesting as our fave lecturer..
however he said dis sentence dat got me thinkin..
ppl are not born perfect so if someone were to sae dat his right part of the chest hurts..
it cud be due to heart attack...
Why??u may ask..
ans:no one's born perfect..and sum do have hearts on the right side..
hahakz..

it's pretty lame..but it's true!!!

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CORRECTION!!
Monday, June 05, 2006 ; 2:06 PM

Sum of the FouRtEens are quite fun lar..shant name them..they shud noe who are they ryts..hahakz

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CAkes do gET mElTed??
; 1:02 PM

okaes so here i am blogging again..
i dunno y i get so addicted to blogging..
juz finish reading hyrul's blog..
was so envious of dat lucky fan who get to get hyrul down to her bdae partay..damn..
if only i get dat wish...(i noe rab2 wud be askin mi to stop dreamin)
but haiz..
haha well its juz a fantasy ryt..

hmm nvm..
niwaes...i oso juz completed my duty..
writing testimonials fer my sec skul classmates,juniors,
and simply those who asked me to write since i cant get online most of the tym..
and freakin skul banned friendster..so yea..
niwaes..lookin at their friendster acc seems fun..
they seem to have great fun in their new skul..
SK now got a gurl...if im not wrng..
he was owaes rumoured to be wit our ex sec frens YL..
dats fast mann..
ezan have great pics in her friendster acc
n yea she really had great fun..
jian wen n dominic are still together in a new skul..
haiz..juz cnt wait to meet em..

im juz freakin bored in dis freakin skul..
or mayb im juz bored the way lyf is..
i juz gotta move the groove and start having fun??
but seriously wat can i expect??
FourTeens??being so few of us..exactly 24 peeps including me??
is so boring..BORING BORING BORING
n sum of em are foreigners..not sae dat im being racists or wateva but
they are juz not dat sociable..not fun..okieokie sumtyms fun..
but dats juz fer a while..
now its juz a few weeks and i dread to go to skul
it used to be fun..
wit rab2..now im juz goin quiet..
WAY TOO QUIET!!will sumbody help me pls..
i juz nid sociable freakz..haiz..
guess i will juz get back my butterfly wings and be sociable again pleasee
please grant me dat lil wish of mine cann..

okies save all those MISERIES!!

aniwae the other dae..i went to royals!!woohoo!!(bugis branch)
at last!!with my mum n sis..
wanted to buy a cake..birthday cake..
so i spent sum tym ther..choosing a cake..though the designs arent dat nice..
GOD DAMMIT!!(sorry puffer fish,felt lyk using the word god)
1kg of tiramisu cake cost 38 bucks!!so ex..
haiz pity y mum..
n u noe wat the minimum weight a cake shud be is at least 5kg..
so its lyk 200 bucks..
sumhow..
i showed dat pitiful face..
told my mum get a 3kg one la..
n den the person decided to give me extra kilo fer half price of 1kilo of tiramisu..
i was so wow-ed..
hahakz...n den after buyin..i felt guilty..
its too ex mann..
my mum forked out money fer my chalet which cost a bomb!!lyk 300 bucks..
my dad forked money fer the food..which is to date..no amt was revealed..
plus my cake..
its lyk around 5oo to 600 bucks mann..
so frens do cum fer ma partay aite..hehe


aniwae..we bought a chocolate truffle cake...
we walked wit it..
till late nyt..
i checked on the cake..
and guess wat??it melted!!
For heaven sake,its an amazing discovery fer mi hahakz..
so nxt day it came back to the original of which cakes are meant to be

the cake:
i cut it,it was soo soft!!!
put it on a plate n observe it with saliva drooling(okok abit exaggerated)
i cut it and put it in my mouth...
Gosh!!it was awesome..it was as soft as the clouds cud be..
chocolatey..n it feels fluffy and lite..
it was the most mouth-watering cake i ever tasted
its truly delicious mann!!!

yummyumm royals is really a royalty cake..
haha till here den
goin to mit ma boo...
peace out!

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mE an aNGeL??hahakz
; 12:54 PM

u noe wad..i did a survey to see wat goddess am i...n this is da results
haha..quite suweet fer me..
hehe..

Rabiah, you're Angel!
Just like the haloed and winged guardians of good, you truly have a heart of gold, sweet Angel. Whenever there's a chance to pitch in, save the day or just make life easier for the people around you, you're the one for the job.

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mEET mY daRLZ!!
Thursday, June 01, 2006 ; 4:05 PM

YESTERDAY
woohoo met my spongebob..at last!!have not been meeting him for so long..
met him at tpy..though he said he wantd cum to my skul..
had lunch at fork n spoon..
and we were as usual comparing skuls stuffs..n he said he cud get free admission fer s'pore idol yay!!
haha..
i juz mizz him alots alots..
mizz those tyms in skul wher i cud meet him anytym i wanted..
anywhere..
hmm..then he send mi home..
hmm..went home..
and den reminiscenc ebout da past..
haiz..
so sad...and damn my phonehad to b low balance at da wrng tym..dammit..
he's still as gentlemanly as ever...n suweet as eva..
lurve him lots lots!!!MUACKS>>>
dats abt it...hmm

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wOOhOO!!1 BIG BURDEN DOWN yea!!(ICA)
; 3:41 PM

yeah..2day was ICA(in-course assesment fer HS1026(Fundamentals of Nursing)

at first i had this reluctance that our grp wud do good.(note my expectation was good)
i thot its gonna be disastrous..cz of all those laughings(in a sense not serious)
and so we had a few rounds of rehearsal again todae
wit all the props..i was nancy,the angry client..
after all the rounds of rehearsal which had lotsa mistakes..esp me forgetting my lines.
it was time fer us to go to class..
yea..
so we reached the class as nervous as we were...
1st group presented...and we felt it was oh..okie..role play?quite nice..but felt that the class was too quiet..
wat made me scared is dat their grp had presentation and..we did not have proper..so quite scared..soo...soon it was OUR groups turn

mistakes came in falling although NOT major..
first mistake-We DID NOT photostat the assesment paper where the teacher needs to mark
so memii sacrifice her paper and detached it from her book..PROBLEM SOLVED
second mistake-we(the team members)FORGOT TO SAE chocolates enthusiastically...haha

okie so we started to act..my motivation to the best is dat i BADLY,DESPERATELY wanted the 30 %
serious!!and to do well, i had to shame myself fer a while..not to be paiseh fer dat moment..
so we started acting out our roleplay..
first thing was dat i shocked ming li..
haha and its natural shock..so it looks real..
i could feel that the classmates were WOW-ed by our roleplay..
cud sense the attentiveness..
and den..

ta-daa..i 4GOT MY LINES!!!daMMIT!!
and i keep repeating "WHERE"S MY BREAKFAST!!"
Luckily ming li juz continued and dat saved me..
actually i 4GOT alot of lines and juz sub my own words..
and i nearly BURST out laughing cz joanne started to laugh..but maintained haha
So fiona,when u said dat we memorised our scripts WELL..haha u were abit wrng..
and yea cud tell dat the class was attentive and understood our roleplay cuz they were seen laughing during
the funny parts..haha
the class was more enthu when it came to Q&A..
we gave out chocz...
fiona was very WILLING to get the 5 chocz at the end of the whole question..
till she paiseh herself..cuz memii had counted 1....2.....4!!
n she with her blushed face cud actually raise her hand..
haha


after the whole thing ended..Got compliments frm..
FIona(mentioned above)
kr said our grp was VEry Creative,Very ....wateva..cant realli rmb wat he said..
premmy n sum others tot i was in drama club or sth..
BUT I SWEAR im nt in drama hahakz..
Hidden talent i guess..
but i neva wud be in drama..yea..so my GRP DID AN EXCELLENT JOB MANN!!!
LuRve y'ALL...(cant believe im actually saying this)

haha waitin fer the results..hopefully we get mor than 25% or at least more than 20% la pls...haha

dats it!!

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