okie fine..its juz amazing how the taiwan quake have the power to
delay internet connection..n its even amazing
dat i can enter into blogger home
much faster den viewing ppl's blog...yea...finally..
oh wells..niwaes dis myt be ma last entry fer hols..
hehe..


started on chroma x choreo..
its too challenging fer me..
the choreo n all...is abit tougher but i'll manage..
trying to do cartwheel n peter's aim is to do cartwheel in a week tym
well my body is suffering from aches while trying to do dat stunt..
it will be great if i cud do it..hehe
the fact dat i was chosen to enter chroma x is
already a challenge fer me..
n adding to the challenge is to be the team leader..
ive no confidence in maself..
wat shud i do..
wat am i supposed to do..
i cant lead dancers..dats fer sure..
for i am juz a junior..
all i have now is ma assistant fer support..
n the seniors fer the choreo..
i cant really help much..
but well i shall juz try n take it as a learning experience fer me..
hoping every members help me as i go along..
for the start i shall sae..
lurve chroma x..hehe


ystd was such a freakin boring dae..
k ferst darlin sheil was tired n therefore had to skip charlottes' web..
so i thot of goin out..alone..initialy..
budden sumhow khair wanted me to teman him to register
his car license..n sumhow we didnt cuz he dun even noe how to go ther..
haha..so ended up us goin out together..
i was late..!but not fair cuz khair went out earlier wen i haven even siap
lar..n haven pray..so bad..(guess he juz lyk making me feel bad n lyks waiting fer me..haha)
n yes i ended up knocking my head on the door while rushing..
so u cud imagine how the hell I rushed..
hehe..so met up at paya lebar...
went dhobby ghaut..(if dats how its bein spelled)

n kia..i was so touched by the fact dat u wanted go out wit me
cuz its the last tym u can mit me fer hols..haha..how sweet..
it was raining..so we went to hang ten to rent umbrella..
n dis is so stupid cuz otw there we were pestered by dis lil girl(kr said she's a boy..k wateva)
to donate..finally managed to get out of her..
den got the umbrella...


n den..guess wat??it stopped raining..
stuppid rain..so we walked back...n AGAIN pestered by dat gerl to donate..
(P/s:the reason why we dint donate was cuz kr had donated n i was budgeting..)
n the gerl(k fine..the guy..)was lyk..
gerl(or dat guy):"pls pls pls...u donate once den i dun disturb u.."
khair:"nvm lar..u can juz follow us to the national museum.."
n i was lyk wadtha hell..haha n i cudnt stop laughing lar!!!
hahaha..
fine so we went to national museum out of boredom..
k fine i din noe how to get to museum..
the funny thing was dat khair asked me after sorting out the map..
hey..where's YMCA?im like
isn't ymca at orchard or sth..
den i juz pointed to the building on the left..
but i was so stupid cuz YMCA is so big on the building and its on the right..
haha..okie fine the thing of the dae was i dunno the directions


anyway when we reached there i was lyk..
err....arent we supposed ta pay or sth?
fretting over dat question doesnt help cuz it made us hesitate whether to go in anot..
ended up we juz go in cuz dis couple oso juz came in..hehe
so we
walked n walked..
khair played wit dis magnetic tingy
n khair doesnt noe the rules of the museum..
no taking pictures..n he happily snap shots..haha..
saw the past..its abit darkin the gallery n i was blinded by the darkness...
erm..after dat..


went back to Plaza singapura...
(ahem..kr wanted watch sumthin..haha but luckily its not shown..else dot dot dot..haha)
(k wait dat sounded abit wrong..but dun think too far..hehe)
had our dinner at mac..as usual..
n headed home..
okie fine kr rmb my lil sis request..
n yes my lil sis requested again...urgh..
how irritating..
anyways dat passed my boriung ystd..
the last tym i can eva get out wit him fer hols..


darlins,
i'll be busy fer upcoming days..
28th-dance practice for rehearsal
29th-erm family outing i guess
30th-dance clinic at 9am plus rehearsal till 6pm
31st-countdown performance

so sorry aint got tym fer u guys already..
we'll mit up wen skul reopen yea..
n khair..even though im busy u can juz bug me if there's anything
u wanna share..n so are ma darlins k..lurve ya all..

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haha finally able to blog again..afta bloghopping..
ystd me n nas wit our lil sis n kia darlin
went to watch the lites of christmas..
hehe at orchard road..so fun!
anyway wunt be bloggin abt it cuz a
wholeload of fun happen and
i juz wan it to remain as memories..
hehe maybe khair darlin can juz upload the pics u noe..
n khair!!not fair!!u cant be close to ma lil sis u noe!!
ur mine!!not ma lil sis..
no dividing of ur luv to ma lil sis!!
(hehe..fine im jealous cann??urgh!)


fine k..last minute was informed got chroma x choreo
for dancework..
dammit..
k fine ive been missing dance alot n therefore shudnt
blame anyone for ma lack of knowledge fer dance..
starts at 6.30pm..
so shud be able to make it subject to mum's approval
cuz she juz fell sick..
no voice plus fever and was diagnosed with URTI n laryngitis with fever
no matter wat..i miss dance..hehe


oh wells..hols coming to an end..n i guess i made full use of it?
hehe did study(thx to kia darlin..but in the end he did not study..k fine
he studied but juz a lecture of psycho..lyk wth??)
nid some help fer bio..since skipped most respiratory system..
once skul reopen it will be total project plus study tym..
den comes attachie..
ouh how nice..
i juz lurve nursing now..
hopefully i get to up ma grades n prove ma mum
dat i can still cope wit dance..fighting fer two passion is juz hard..
mean tym my honey bun sugar plum kia is helping me boost my passion fer dance
hehe..lets dance kia darlin!!lurve u lurve u lurve u loads!!
not forgettin nas switie n sheil mummy..
we gonna watch charlott's web..hehe
(can we go skypark again..at least to the escalator ther??
i wan see dat guy..hehe..khair-dun be jealous..hehe)


khair ur info on me is so not ryt lor..so much fer lurving me..
get ur facts ryt cann..
hehe n btw i tink u really lurve ur angry language
cuz i dun undastand sum of the words there
like BUNGER??wadtha...izit suppose to be burger??
n btw i thot feature is sumthing physical dat u haf??
haha niwaes lurve n miss u as owaes...hehe

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blogging extra entry to last readers fer longer tym yea..
so here's a test fer khair,nas n sheil..
you guys hafta write down ten questions individually fer us..
pls ask questions dat u do noe how to answer
n ans them okie??it goes like dis..



lets start with khair darlin!!

what's his shoe size?
same with me..according to the slipper we exchanged its 10 1/2
hehe

what's his fave food?
erm..Mcspicy..

what's his fave colour?
preferably red..but he likes white too..

what's his fave number?
8-cuz according to him its infinity of wateva dat is..hehe

what's his talent?
he's musically inclined..is dat the ryt ans??
plus ability to speak in angry language..haha
laughing lyk a helicopter..(woops!)

what is he up to?
hehe dancing!!!!!lalala..
(4more questions)

who does he resembles?
according to some he look lyk irwansyah..hehe coolness!!

what is his outstanding character?
ROMANTIC NATURE!SWEET!!PLUS PLUS!!
(2more questions)

Where does he live??
hehe it will be in the east at simei..
cant rmb the block tho i've sent him lyk twice?lalala

last question!!let it be a lil deeper..
hehe no fret..
Boxers or undies(woops!!)
Undies..lalalala
(fine..khair's questions are juz too easy to ans!!)



next,
polite nas...

erm..

what's her tagline/slogan?
..takpe takpe..hehe

what's her outstanding traits?
politeness n forgiving..

what's her fave colour?
purple

(running out of questions)
where does she stay?
erm marsiling?hehe

what's her hobby?
chatting on the phone..(with me..haha kiddin yo!)

who's in her heart?
Him..she trying hard to forget him

is she happy?
yap..she says she's happy if we are..

what's her intrest lately?
hehe dancing..lyk duh!!haha

who's her close gurlfren outside?
Fira n muni??hehe

She can also be described as?
Innocent yet Corrupted..hehe



kaes!Finally SHeil MuMMy!!hehe

What's Her chArACtEr in the clique?
She acts as an advisor..but commonly known as mum..
cuz she's very motherly..
i like~

What's her fave color?
PURPLE!!

Where does she stay?
Hougang..am i Ryt??
near the hougang festive market..hehe

What's her hobbies?
reading..

what's the dominant feature that she have?
eyy...erm..her smile..

what's her talent?
writing and public speaking

wat's her tagline/slogan?
SOunds wrong..hehe

What food she likes?
eyy..no specific food..
everything she eats juz tempt us..hehe..

if there's a best thing that she gave darlins..it wud be...?
her advices..its really good..

her once ambition was?
she's very ambitious..
teacher?
journalist?hehe



kk fine coolness i did it..darlins!quick try..n see how well u noe each other yea..hehe if info dat i gave is incorrect pls correct me...

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okie coolness!!blogging during hols!!tot my bloggie will be left to hibernate..
but NO!!i lurve my bloggie..
okie one week of hols is soon over..
lil ting abt me during hols:-
cant stop thinkin of khair..everything makes me think of him..
aunt got hospitalised..soon to be discharged-hate him..so much
fer marrying my aunty..(dun ask)
weird dad-he got mum to take me n lil sis to watch movie..
watched night at the museum(cuz charlotte's web is saved fer darlins to watch together)
okie..night at the museum is fun!khair's angry language is in it too!!(lots of it!!)
hehe one of my fave lines from dat movie
"you dumb dumb.give me gum gum!"
saw ms ambel n one of the lecturers..
saw hazel unexpectedly
hehe coolness!
lil sis got in macpherson sec in 1A(smarty pants!)
went there n was loved by fellow st johns..n some peer leaders..
a lil news dat councillors n peer leaders gonna merge-hopefully not!
goin out wit nas n her lil sis n khair n my lil sis to orchard upcoming mondae..
to watch the lights of christmas..
sheil not around..haiz..if not,the lil sis shall be together,
supposed to go out with darlins to watch charlotte's web,
elder sis bdae tmr..
elder sis treating mum,me n lil sis to fine dining!wow!
erm.."time-bomb"is not a joke..
about to mugg..
verge of losing princess wen she wandered..
hehe..
n lastly signing up fer dancing course subject to mum's approval n budget!!
hehe..
n not to ferget..choreo-ing asap..
lurving darlins as usual!!
muacks!

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oh wells..camp was over n yes i promised to blog..
there were some significant events dat happen..
hehe..
okie cool..
so i met kia on the ferst dae of camp at tamp interchange at 3pm..
okie dats super early lar..
n i wasnt really late..
but the stupidest thing dat happen was dat
i was too engrossed in msging my mum dat i walk while typing my msg..
n missed the 72 bus stop..
wen i looked up..i was like err..where the hell is 72..
n when i turned around kia gave a err-where-the-hell-ur-going look..hehe
okie fine..so we ended up laughing cuz both look so freakin blur!
accompanied him to office to get him settled with some stuffs..
den..


waited outside lecture hall..
we were early..
n den ders dis guy!so freakin cute..
k his hair make him looks cute..
mixed-blood..n guess wat?
he happen to be in ma group!woohoo!!
so fun!nursing student too..
den soon people started streaming in..n got to noe maliki..
he's a freakin fun guy..
n he's voice is fun-NY!hehe..


me and khair were like stickin with each other..fer the ferst dae lar.
Until we were separated..
i was in WildFire..he's in RAgiNG Hormones!so horny..
okie fine kia ur group win..
but at least my group wasnt too far off urs ryt..hehe
okie fine..
wateva kia..kk..the next significant thing dat happen wud be
the loss of handphones..
n yea..kia n haikel cudnt really sleep wit peace..
so ended up accompanying them(okie fine i slept too)till lyk 5am when
the place starts to spook us up..
n dat got em back to their bunks..
n there were two freakin big dogs too..
haha..coolness



next significant thing was dis game dat had 9 casualties n erm we had to carry them..
n kia is one of the casualties..
so me,raden,maliki n sil carried him..n things got worst wen we had to sacrifice maliki!
k fine..kr is quite heavy after all..
but he smells nice!!haha okie rabiah..wateva..
n my hand starts to hurt afta dat..


th camp was okie lar..had beta camps den dis though..but it was great to be with ur frens at nyt..lurve it all..haha..okie peace fer the camp..

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yea..im back from camp..
lalala so fun..spending nyts wit kia..darlin n haikel too n not forgettin sila sweetie..
though having nas around wud means more fun and more sleeping together..
n yar a lil secret..dunno how kia managed to do
but he doesnt snore wen he took a nap wit me and haikel..
(okie dat sounds wrong..haha..but no..
we were on the bench..okie!!shuddup..dat sounds even wrong..ala understand understood jek lar ehk..)

hehe i wunt blogg about the camp as of yet..
cuz im too shagg..
n yea..had to carry kia darlin during the camp..
n ma hands hurting...oh hush hush..blogg abt the camp sum other dae i ges..
haven reach home from camp..blogging and checkin stuffs before
goin home..
oh btw dis song fer u darlin kia..lalala..
and oso other darlins but den meant more fer kia....
kk..dun be jealous darlins..haha





guess u guys will noe dis song..
but got the inspiration to put dis song in ma blog wen i was sleeping wit sila..
listening to her mp3..
coolness..here's a lil bit of the lyrics yar!

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okie..ystd was awesome lar..
wen meet nazmi bestie and apparently rizal was there..
at his workplace duh..
with my darlins-kia,nas and sheil
k cool..yesh!
n he made us wait fer 15mins!!
lala...but its worth it though..
to see his cute smile n dimples...
we had a whole load of catching up to do..
wanted to treat nazmi fer lunch but ended up treating rizal too..
yeaps..
gave him prezie..
the tym passed so freakin fast lar..
but anyways gonna meet him again..wishin the best of luck fer tmr's results..
lurve u bestie!!

niwaes now i've to thank nas darlin fer accompanying me to amk..
to get ma shoes fer the camp..
yayness tmr's camp..
n nas u beta go..i wan slp wit u!!!hehe..
(souns wrong..but hell ya!!!)
missing kia fer todae..
mann!wen will i eva stop missing kia darlin..
haha coolness...
okie actually ryt i oso duno wat else to blog..
im juz happy with life the way it is now..
n oh ya before i ferget..
i lurve zz's BUTT!!so freakin nice lar..(erm..dun get me wrong..but oh well juz lemme be misundastood..hehe..)
n i lurve dat guy!!haha k i tink only kia noes who im toking abt.,.
finally..
i lurve muhammad khair firdaus..
i lurve nas
i lurve sheil..
i lurve u guys!!
n lastly!happy 8 mths frenship anniversary to FOURTEENs!!!woohoo!!
n HAPPY BDAE CHIA YEE SHAN aka TURKEY!!!
woohoo!!
goin home now and packin ma bag!!
lurve u all!!

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yesterday was the day i wud live to remember..
15th December 2006..
a day when i hated her fer making Nas darlin cry..TWICE!
a day when darlins all walk from YCK mrt to Khatib park out of boredom..
and most importantly a day where i noe im not living in the dark
no not anymore..
the light is there..
n i noe the light will neva leave me..
at least there's hope that the light will glow in me at the very darkest moment..
i cant believe i actually managed to have dis day...
the feeling of acceptance..n really from a friend who vow not to leave..
that feeling of being secured..
the feeling of not to fear cuz the lights are at the end of the tunnel...
the feeling that nobody wud noe im going thru..
the vows i'll keep of not leaving u my fren..
i lurve lurve lurve u soo much..


yesterdae was a dae..
my heart managed to open..
means now im ready fer lurve..
but to think abt it again..
im not worthy of lurve..
who can i find..
who understands?
who wud live with a past of me?
who wud treasure me more..and make me feel secure?
its juz hard..
as hard as i wish it wudnt be..
wishin life was simpler..
n guys were better..
n my wish is simple..
i juz wan a guy who juz understands..
not going fer looks nor materials..
someone who understands me,my past and my present,
my state of life dat not many girls wud live to experience..
an innocent life dat was once destroyed..

well now i wunt find lurve
let lurve find me
so dat i noe i will fall on it..
n let it be called im falling in lurve..



okie dat was juz my thots dat wished to convey..
yea..
i hate it when ppl make my darlins cry..
n my darlins consist of khair,nas,sheil and amirah..
n i rather cry for them den seeing them cry..
u really have no right to make her cry..oh well i shudnt get pissed wit u..
but if its gonna happen again i'm so gonna screw u up..(and down)
so please dun hurt my darlins..
and i really mean please...

cool im now here at cyber..
dressed up..
supposed ta go mit khair and sheil at tamp..lalala
haha..
n i haven wrap bestie nazmi prezie..
lalala..haha..
k its not my prezie to him oso..
its my younger sis..
hehe so fun meetin him...okie cool its like 1pm now..n i so gotta get home wrap dat prezie
skip breakfast n meet khair n sheil..
else i get khair's lecture AGAIN!

..oh..sorry but i the following are public display of lurve..
hehe
i lurve muhammad khair firdaus..
sososososo very very much!!MuAckZ!!!
lalala
and yea not to forget..my other darlins..
darlin nas sheil and mira..
dun be jealous..(kia heard the hearts breaking?haha...kiddin yo!)
hehehe...
ciaoz...
and happy holidays!

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i lurve ma blog skin fer i dun hafta tink of any title to my entries cuz it wunt appear
anyway..lalala..
k i dunno y bt im hooked on saying lalala..hehe..
okae..2dae is so sucky cuz i fell sick AGAIN!!out of a sudden
and dat was otw to skul fer dance...urgh..so wasting ma money..
and because o f my stupid immunity level i cant go fer dance..
damn..
im so gonna fail my attendance fer dis term's dance assessment..
dats so sucky..
n i've to werk extra hard fer ma dance assessment..
somethings juz wrong fer ma health..
i keep falling ill dis semester..
sucky sucky sucky..


oh wells so today a very BIG thx to sheil n kia..
fer treating me to the movie..
lyk the first ppl who managed to treat me..
i guess..hehe..thx alot darlins..
lurve u guys..da budget budget still can treat me..
owaes make me feel bad..urgh..
i'll repay back the kindness one dae..
we watched open season..
haha funny and part of it touchin story..about friendship..
anyway thx to kia fer wanting to take train wit me..lala..but
in the end didnt go fer dance..hehe..


coolness.. i think i noe wat kia's blog all about..
unicorn?valentine?lalala
i got it..
but not sure if its the right thing...
haha..finally rabiah getting faster..hehe
n btw kia told sheil i was gettin more sensitive??
lyk wat??evidence please...
nas i miss u..lalala...hehe..
yayness gonna spend the nyt wit nas soon..(sounds wrong..)
have to go get slippers..like urgh..
all theses fer the sake of the 25dollars camp..
money again..haiz...
and i dun have a sleeping bag!!i think so..urgh..hafta start packin..
irritating ah..
jeng jeng!!meeting bestie nazmi soon..lalala
so fun!okae lar dats all im bloggin before my blog starts to hibernate fer 2weeks holidays!
yayness!!HAppy HolIdAY PEoPLe!!

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k cool!!im here..bloggin again..
kia didnt come fer skul..n he's sick i guess..ya sheil sae he's sick..
nausea?haha did u get it from me??..go eat dat Dimenate(anti-emetics)lol..
so much fer eating Acetaminophen..dun get addicted to it yar..haha
hey Kia
if ur reading dis..
ur supposed ta come skul 2dae okie..hmph..lol!
we supposed ta go briefing together remember?
but gd ting u din come was dat i dun get ur pinches..lol..
cool..hehe(no pinching)
lol..my darlins are all gettin sick..first was sheil den me den nas now kia?
haha..okie den we can be strong together again..hehe
Argh miss u!
eventhough the blue blacks there to remind me of ur pinch..hehe
*da cukup rabiah*(kia's accent)

O-KAe~
today's BESTIE BDAE!
yay!
HApY bdaE nAZMI!!
kae..im sorry fer not being a gd bestie to u..
cuz i din get anythin fer u but juz a wish thru sms..
nazmi!!mis u mis u mis u mann!!
really wish all the best fer ur results yar..
haha n ur so sweet lar..here's ur lil msg dat made u even sweeter


"Sometimes we cant afford to be PERFECT
people no matter how precious they are to us right..
but each other need to learn the big word..
UNDERSTANDING!
everything will be fine if both learn to be understanding"


how true!LuRvE u bEstIe!
ya we will get out one day..hehe
dats a promise..*hook lil fingers*


OKAE!!sheil juz pinched me..cuz she got me saying the word cool..
urgh..damned im tricked..AGAIN!..haha..
awesome..
haha juz like kia im oso budgeted
n i juz got to noe lyk todae??
actually he blogged abt it..
k rabiah selalu slow
haha..
but u noe wat?u shud have tols us u noe..
saje jek ge pizzza hut..
haha..n all of us exceeded our day's budget..
i feel bad fer u guys..sorry darlins..
bt at least kia..u get to c swit gals..hehe
oh ya ppl!!The waitress at pizza hut AMK are sweet..
n ders dat lil gerl from K-14
workin there..her name is pretty weird..bt she's sweet..
*im straight*hehe


okae tings at home..
-tot princess was gone in the mornin cuz dad did not close the gate..
was disheartened at first..
but at last saw her in the back room..
she's so small lar..so its so hard to find her..
haha so relief..but she's annoying..keep meowing...
grow fatter lar princess..den can hug u..hehe

okie lar..dats all i wanna blog todae

the following is a song im singing fer u guys especially my darlins.. hehe

You're my honey bun sugar plum
pumpkin-umpkin-umpkin
You're my sweetie pie
You're my cuppy cake gum
*blops spickum spickum syawn*
The apples of my eyes
And i lurve you so
and i want you to know that i'll always be right here
ANd i lURVE..to sing this song for you because
YOU ARE SO DEAR!


COOL!

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okie..2nd entry of the day..hehe
waiting fer sheil to come up to level 5 and waiting fer ma group members to come back from their lunch..
nas darlin is sick..get well soon yea..*hugz n kisses*
cool..i got a lil kitten today mornin!!woohoo!!
she's so cute..n naughty..
wondering wat name to give..
previously my ragdoll cat got the name BOI..
now this female cat..
mum wanted call it GIRL..but it doesnt sound nice..
den change to princess..still not nice..gimme ideas please...
its grey in colour n cute..n small..
but still prefer boi cuz he's fat and nice to hug..
n gets jealous easily n doesnt make so much noise..hehe
temporary shall call it princess till i find a nicer name..hehe
kae...so got princess 2 cans of friskies to last till i reach home..
it was still sleeping when i got out to skul..


Hmm..
okie..
y on earth do god create secrecy..
y is she so nice..
she told her some things..
now im juz living in a time bomb
its juz gonna explode anytime..
i dun wanna noe..
is it juz a joke..
to make me chortle n choke??
i really dun wanna wait fer the tym,
why isnt she tellin me anything?
y is she asking me to grab every opportunity..
y?is it because she's goin to faraway place and neva come back?NO u cant leave soon..
there's alot in ma heart dat i wish to convey..
but i noe i will neva..but having u around at least make me feel secure..
all those traumatizing experiences during childhood kills me.. my soul is actually dead..
i need u..pls tell me its juz a joke..
pretending not to noe juz hurts so much..
cuz i cant question anythin from u n pretend not to know anythin..
im juz acting..
being separated from her already hurts so much..
i cant take anymore blow..
else my soul will be dead..
wat i need now are juz answers..
pls god tell me its juz a joke..
may peace be with me..


lurve ma darlins!

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k cool..lala..finally ended my group discussion..now can blog without worries..yayness
kk group meeting starts at 12pm..met up with lydia seow..
now its 1419hrs..every thing solidly done 4 presentation..
way to go grp 4..
hehe coolness..
we juz hafta rehearse and erm..yea..roleplay n stuffs..
woohoo..


okie..wanted to really blog about kia darlin bdae surprise..
hehe its really a surprise..but to think abt it..
nah..its juz too nice to write it down..lemme juz summarise n tell u guys a wee bit of it
-kia's reaction *drops bag and KFC food*
"Argh!ARgh!I've been cheated!rabiah!argh!i hate u!!" (lalala..)
-Shared hugs with other darlins..
-kia still being so shocked and speechless..awed by our foolproof surprise
-tried to lite up the bdae cake candles but was fightin with the wind..but managed to..
-cam-whored(check out kia's webbie for pics mostly taken by sheil darl)
-Everyone fed kia a piece of the cake..hehe
-Kia opening up prezzies..and again awed by the lava lamp we gave..
-had THE talk which touched our hearts..causing tears to flow by some..hehe
-hugged
-lay on the breaker..on each other..(sounds wrong!)
-gaze at the stars..
-kia n aikel fiddling with ma hair..
-nas heard ma stomach growling..lol
-played songs..
-tears flowed secretly..
-sang along(but not me..hehe)
-Stood up finally made a wish..hugged..n off we went home..holding our hands together
Coolsome..hehe..


so coming soon will be bestie bdae..
lil sis bot him sumthin already..
me??still undecided..urgh..
brain juice not refilled yet afta using it fer kia bdae surprise..
wat shall i get fer ma lil bestie aka dexter..
dee dee dexter??hmm..think think think..
mayb i'll get him erm...plain shoes and doodle dexter over it??
hmm cuz cant find any dexter stuff fer a dexterous person like him..
lalala.cant wait to meet him though..
lalala..kie fine rabiah...he's ur bestie...do sumthin more den him la..
kia got beta den him..
no..his bdae have to b beta den kia...but like wad??
slaps slaps..wateva..
*recharging brain juice*

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kk..im here to rush an entry b4 heading home..
juz went to the doctor..
fer im sickk..den strait came to cyber to sent ma slides to my group members
im really sorry i didnt come today..really sick..
oh ya n while i had to wait a long tym to get in dis cyber place..my mummsged me
"b,wat tym u coming home??
nenek is waiting for you to come home to eat lunch together.
faster come home.im so hungry already
bla bla bla"


okie..i dun undastand y muz day wait fer me..
its so rushing me to get the slides sending,me blogging,
lyk shudn dey undastand my situation??urgh..k
now waiting fer chu xiang to reply me to sae dat she got my slides before heading home..
n ya..get a earful of lecture..
mum pls buy me labby or sth so dat u dun hafta rush me home..
yea??
im so gettin pissed..


niwaes i miss my darlins..aww...
nvm..hopefully i'll be beta..
gettin beta anyway..hehe..
okie chu xiang got ma slides..now..
strait home..
n yea...kia..beta bring xtra clothed tmr..
hehe
tmr theme clothes will be black..hehe
n woohoo!!ICA TMR!!FINALLY!!
toodles ppl..
niting call me up..so sick of being sick at home..hehs!

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i cant be bothered la kia..
lol!dunno y he is so enthu abt comparing him n haikel..
with me!!??like hello??im in the middle..take my half..lol!!
haha..niwaes public thanx to kia..AGAIN!!
fer accompanyin me ystd till late at nyt,accompany me and sheil to ikea..n fer not studying at nyt..
fer introducing me to dat guy..named azizul..hehe..n yea he is so freakin cool!!lurve his butt!!lol!!
n thx!fer making my guy fren on the phone majok!lol.,..
sorry fer breakin ur bag..sorry fer staying late at nyt cuz of me..wakaka..shall do it again..lol!! so fun!!

n yea..im so freakin honoured to be ur fren lol!!
*stuckup*


aww..wat shall i blog todae??
im actually shagg..
lyk cant even laugh properly..think properly cuz of kia..
hehe..u shall noe y lar eh..
hmm..n aww kia juz disapt..i juz spoiled his dae..aww..
haha...
luv u guys lar..meetin sheil n nas later on..hmm...

n have yet to buy prezie fer kia..lol!!he's hinting too much oredi..
cant take it..
last last..no prezie fer him...lol...sorry!!but i'l try to make ur bdae special..
hopefully...*squeezing out brain juices*

toodles

p/s:thx kia..ur s0 sweet to accompany me doin ica den goin out later..haha
*stuckup*hehe

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urgh..feelin sick today..
thx 4 leavin me alone..
at least had tym fer maself..
n happenly fell sick today..
dunno wats freakin wrong with ma body system..
felt lyk vomittin on the other hand broke out in cold sweats..
felt beta alone in the bus juz now...
though the tingy abt taking bus at dat tym was to walk at the dark deserted area..
but cudnt care to be scared since im feelin sick..
not sure whether i'll be fit goin fer dance tmr..haiz..


frens..so sorry dat im really quiet juz now partly cuz im freakin sick partly cuz of sum reason dat i dun wish to sae..
lemme be misundastood fer the latter part..
lemme be misundastood today..we'll see if tmr i'll be fine..
hehe hopefully...cya guys!!

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me??
i juz suck today..nah..im gonna hate skul fer dis upcoming week..
so much fer luving skul rabiah..
hate myself..
yea..im stupid.
all i can do now is sit down and stare at dis stupid computer??
nah..nvm..
evrytings heatin up..
i noe its so gonna suck..yea..
duno wat to do..
n no im not sulkin..
im juz hating things fer the way it is now..
n if it happens tmr im not talkin to u..
im sorry im not sulkin..
u dun hafta tok to me too..
cuz i really wish to be alone
i dun wish to hurt u with my words..
or my thots..
..all my darlins..
sorry if i really wish to isolate myself ..
too many tings up in my head..
so much fer bein strong rabiah..
peace out..

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okies..im here to blogg yea..
miss my darlins..
hating weekends cuz cant meet my darlins...
n aww kia..ur juz simply sweet..haha..
sorry darlins made u guys worry abt my scars..
its nothin actually really..
at least im using concealer to cover up ma scars..
lol!!


erm..ystd dancing was awesome..
total make-up was sucky mann..
cant believe the make up artiste actually painted my face..
was sitting there..
and there u go..

did the eyes..cant believe dat they did the eye shadow
with the eyeliner and the tingy dat clamps ur eye lashes..
its so ouch...dangerous..haha..
i lurve sahara..she's so gentle with me..
and her hairdressing skills is soo cool.
n i juz realise dat im the only dancer in SA who have curls..
lol!!turkey cudnt stop saying dat i was in make up..
like duh!!
i dun like make up..
niwaes had compliments from ppl..
dancers were so pretty...lurve u all..
especially my posing partner treasa..hehe

it was awesome..
at least nisa said ive improved alot..
n peter was quite happy with my dancing..
n he gave comments and set goals fer me in SA..
which cant be written here..to safeguard myself..lol!!
n yea..dammit..while rehearsing..
i sprained my left foot!!
n it hurts today not ystd..
how sucky...
cant move my foot dat much..
not gonna bandage oso cuz not letin my mum come
up with any excuse so dat i wunt go dance..nono!!

hmm..next week gonna be packed with meetings...n meetings
and two exams coming up..
mon having skills and wed bio prac test..
dat means tues no meeting to go to bio resource room to mugg..yea(heard dat darlins??)
have yet to mugg fer skills..dammit..cant fail it..
muz pass..since darlins have all passed it..
socio ica have been done and juz needing rehearsing..
its so gonna be fun..
alot of crazie ideas..(p/s:classmates juz beware where u guys are seatin yea..)
1082 ica..in the process..shud be finishin soon..
lurve my project group too..no last min and lotsa fun..
juz dat we arent sure if we goin the right track..
cant wait fer ica's to be done with..and have lotsa tym fer ma darlins...
aww..all the best to my darlins on mon ica yea..
hugs n kisses to u guys..

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lalalas..blogging last minute before goin fer ma dance rehearsal den up fer performance fer tonyts alumni nyt..


so touched kia actually missed me..
wakaka..
n so do i miss all of u...
aww..how sweet can frens be...
but its like we've seen each other evrydae but not jelak of seeing each otha..
cant believe kia oso have another turtle..woops.(not literally tho)
wakaka...
n kia actually majok..
aww..how buruk can guys be wen they majok..lol!!
i juz miss u all lar ppl..n weekends is like tmr..
dis is lyk my first tym not liking weekends..

not sure whether tmr goin out wit jrs..
so surprising dat he actually contact me back..
but wat??
the feelings aint gonna be the same nimore..
n i dun tink i'll feel comfy goin out wit u alone..
im sorry but most of the days next week will be packed with activities..
y do u always come wen im already starting to scrub off ur footprints on my heart...
so sorry..but yar..its beta dis way..
if u wanna go out wit me..let it be a group outing..
i dun wan myself to fall fer u again..sorry it the truth hurts..
but i'l be ur fren..
see u tmr if ur coming..


miss u guys darlings kia nas and sheil..lurve u all loads

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