Saturday, May 09, 2009 ; 9:18 PM
finally a planned short term future...
my mindset??
why work your ass off when your pay is peanuts,
when u can work less and earn the same salary
well i'll take it that im serving NS for 2years??(i'll get my next year's bonus in dec and CHAO!!)
soon goodbye shift hours,hello office hours (or shud i just say 5 day work week?)
tats if i get accepted to this particular place...im not telling you..
but if 2years or less in hospital gets me going and i love the job then i'll stick with it maybe for the rest of my life..
till i get married and have kids!
but if not...i'll be saying hi to a new life and new work..
that will mean more dancing for me...!!musicals,dance,performance,competitions..!!loves!
aah..now i found more reasons to rejoice for not getting sponsorship!!
but for now *burst my bubble of thoughts*
its time for cases,take blood,prick people,follow doctors order..
and parameters etc etc..work is nice...i promise..but welfare is another issue...
and not being able to pursue interests consistently is another...and staffs issue there is another...
well,
19mths to go!!!wish me luck man!!!
my mindset??
why work your ass off when your pay is peanuts,
when u can work less and earn the same salary
well i'll take it that im serving NS for 2years??(i'll get my next year's bonus in dec and CHAO!!)
soon goodbye shift hours,hello office hours (or shud i just say 5 day work week?)
tats if i get accepted to this particular place...im not telling you..
but if 2years or less in hospital gets me going and i love the job then i'll stick with it maybe for the rest of my life..
till i get married and have kids!
but if not...i'll be saying hi to a new life and new work..
that will mean more dancing for me...!!musicals,dance,performance,competitions..!!loves!
aah..now i found more reasons to rejoice for not getting sponsorship!!
but for now *burst my bubble of thoughts*
its time for cases,take blood,prick people,follow doctors order..
and parameters etc etc..work is nice...i promise..but welfare is another issue...
and not being able to pursue interests consistently is another...and staffs issue there is another...
well,
19mths to go!!!wish me luck man!!!
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
Saturday, May 02, 2009 ; 10:39 PM
Its just weird...
im becoming introvert...
whats possibly coming over me...
might just be the changes that goes around me...
i know not who to talk to
not who to see...
what i noe is that its not a stage of puberty..
you can make me happy
she can make me happy
he can make me happy
so does every single one..
but i cant make myself happy...
im alone...alone...alone...
i know not what i like
nor what i don't...
im lost in this huge world...
im just tired..tired tired...
Labels: apathetic...a.a.a, asocial
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd