just as i was getting thru all the webbie at once..
(doinkz i do have this habit of clicking the internet icon alot of times
and den typing all the URLs i want to go...)
i saw this love calculator pop up..
doinkz does it even still exist..
its in a new refurnished colour tho...
nice..but i didnt try..
cant be bothered to...hee
busy looking at my photoshoot pics dat i jus receive today..wee..
but walao disappointed...
didnt like the one in the wedding dress..so the not nice...
and actually quite disappointed with the turnout of the pics tho..but okkay lar...
not to depressed bout it...
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i thought abt it..
maybe i shud juz thank source...
for maybe the damage u done to me for that single day..
or maybe the light u gave to me..
thanx but do u deserve any...hakz..crap..


im alrite peeps...
so not to worry..
i lurve stagearts nite..
it rawks besides the hiccups that happen ...
at least i lurve the ending part..haha
tha salsa hiphop rawk my arse off larr...
doinks....so fun so fun..i wan more......
can i??hehe...take my mind off....
and Live Audio Guy....saw u again..hee...
smiling....dun be jealous hehe..
too much candy fer ma eyes...
take my pain away...

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feeling sucky ryt now...real sucky...
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THANX J**K!
u lost the respect i had for u.u let down the name of man

bestie...i need u....sheesh..
i need a time alone...
i made a mistake...of reopening my wound..hurt all over again

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i got a lil time to spend on blogging ryt now..
weekends was great..met my grandma after like so loong..
had meeting with the stagearters..
dancing again..
saw beloved rab!!everytime i get hugs from her i feel saw warm...
i feel that im not alone...
obvious dat both of us have alot to share but..
only our silence tell each other what we wanna tell..
strange but we do have this telepathy goin on...
freaky and creepy..but it does happen...
rab!!i miss dancing with u larr!!
he said i looked ******** yet tired...
thx for the compliment...
yar...im tired very very tired...
just feel like shutting myself up...
and u...im neva angry with u...so dun feel anything...

i need to get out...i wanna blade at ECP..
i need a time..time for myself....
haiz..i sucked ryt now at dancing...
not at my best performance...
ya...no reason...no exuse...im sorry...
just as ppl were expecting more from me..
i screwed up...
i S***ked!!I admit.....no explanations needed.FULLSTOP!

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doinkz got this funny email..do read it!!haha from our frenly poly...


Funny Complaint Letter of a TP student. Pls pass it around to other poly studentz or sec sch studentz. Real funny, THIS IS NOT A SPAM!!! Dear Principal, Complain on Temasek Polytechnic School Fee lim bei ka li kong, you have charge me with unfair school fee. Lim bei bo join any student union
wat 4 charge me wif student union fee! KNN... i attachment outside still charge me internet access fee,ke si ar! Yio siew, u think lim bei rich ar! KNN i work till siao also jus barely make it. Still retain me for 1 sem. u think everyone makin $$ like u all ar. Kaoz... Econ bad leh... still dun gif discount stay for 3 years liao, discount a bit cannot ar. Ge Gao! i go buy food for 2 weeks auntie oso charge less, somemore i study TP 3 years liao still no rebate. still wan me to pay extra $$. KNN, next time u try ppl overcharge u lar.
Wa lao eh, last time tt indian principal let us play dai dee in school, u now come liao then cannot play. wat freakin problem u have!!! u cant win in dai dee also cant stop us from playin wat. All work n no play make us dumb students k! u read so much still dunno ar. wat kinda of a freakin principal r u! u think u big ar! ur size big onli. do nuttin n earn so much! na bei take my school fee go play mahjong issit! kaoz, pay so much but facilities still so bad. canteen no air con, so many birds fly here, fly there. U think funny issit!
swimmin pool so small, somemore no lady life guard. and the dance studio no ppl dancin air con still on, u think air con bill u pay one ar! waste my money on unuse air con! somemore the sports facilities oso lao ya one, basketball bo hong, squash ball buay tiao. na bei, u think funny issit!
I oso wanna tok bout the lab ar, KNN build more lab lar! free access always full. and we use to have a set of equipment each for lab but now 2 person share 1. u sell the rest issit! earn profit still raise school fee! u outside earn so much then still kapok our school fee. Ke si ar! u so good then go SP lar.SP big school and more students, u can exploit them wat. u think TP students hao qi fu ar! Burn ur car then u know. So rich ar, employ a security to 'protect' ur car somemore still got 1 video cam. u think u drive sports car or Limo?! u car onli Nissan Sunny, act machiam like very high class like tt. Ppl drive Benz oso park outside ar.
All Poly got fast food except TP, u go build 1 fast food resturantlar...damn pai seh u noe, ppl always make fun TP no fast food. Carona oso bo yong... u keep so many Kois for wat, u think our school fee for u to buy Kois ar!
i hope that u charge less (better if no need pay school fee).Otherwise undesirable action will be taken against you and your damn car!.
from a very buay song student, T0uy@ Akr@

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geez..stageasts nite is coming..
doin milking again...but at least gd ting is no need wear corset...wakakaka
im really cranking my head and thinkin wat celebrity shud i be..
the theme is golden star awards...
marilyn monroe?taken
mr bean??haha too funny...
that adam's family girl...
maybe so...shaheera wants be the girl...
den i gues i'll be her mum..lol!!

so stress ryt up..
exams on dis coming wed...
freakin shiiate.....
geez..been late and taking cab like 3 tyms dis week...
im broke...!!
i wan dat...mp3.....and yes still have yet to buy my
darn digi cam charger...dope!!
okay lar..toodles noodles...i shall just breeze through this week
till 25th...hahkz!!

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woah..i got tonnes to crap ryt now...lol...
just finish watching lunchtime concert at library cafe...
got eye candy...so cute larr dat live audio crew...hehehe..

okay shuddup...
hmm weekends was awesome lar..
working at sakura,meeting up amsyar,nad and all...
and best part was meeting up wit ila and fatt!!
gosh i miss yall so much...geez...
saturday nite had a pit and a freaky experience after dat...
its kept hush hush between me jocelyn and pauline/...lol!!
so freaky cann....

aniways exams like next week larr!!!
doinkz!!
have yet to start...
ystd lecturer was so funny!!
we were learning abt examination of male and female genitalia..
(okayy...we had a practical on dat larr...)
wish to share with ya the funny quotes by her...
but heck...lol...

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CoolNesS!!
finally able to blogg....
doinkz...hahs..uploaded mah fwenster stuffs liaoz...so happy...
thanx to boi for helping me convert to jpeg...
hahs...im a noob lar...no need mention...
geez.....

Hooray!!mum allows me to reunite with sakura...woohoo!!
coolness...but doinkz!!
most of the sakuraians no longer der...
but heck...haha..im so loving it...
woohoo don on the sakura uniform...
titan im coming...lol!!
so fun so fun!!!argh i cant wait....
shucks...bt i dun have camera...waliao...spoiler....

aniwae,
tmr gonna have pit woohoo!!
so fun!!!lol...but no camera again...
haiz sadded...nvm..borrow cam lor....
wad to do...

doinkz...not really enjoying dance at this moment...
nope not with the juniors...not that i dun like the juniors but...
barely can do anything much...
limited space...i miss those days where space is a luxury...
and my chaines simply S***ed...
geez...i really gotta buck up man...
and my oh my all of us are bent on splitting...
hahs gaining back flexibility in a month time...
its mind over matter...
cant wait to get new choreo...
woohoo....aiya..

niwaes..i was pondering...again...haha
i realise that ppl has the power to influence...
so err...does dat mean dat the ppl who gott influenced
dun use their brainies to think...
now think again...hmm..doinkz!
or do they just be submissive and allow themselves to be influenced..
whether anot its a good or bad ting...

okae toodles doodles..boogie around..

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sheesh date cancelled again...
sianz...
no more riding..how sadd...
cuz of the stupid weather on wednesday..
and today being held up for project..
still got tym...but lazy nia...so short hours...
heck...so im out with lee fung...SOON!
hahs..she wanna get full length mirror...hahakz...how vain...lol!

i need go get the MMC for ma mum..for the special day..
haiz....
and yes!!Titan called me up to work for sakura again...on weekends...
woohoo...
but shitake mushrooms!!im having BBQ on sat nite and ive paid...
sheesh..sunday is mothers day...waliao...nid ask mum...
hope she allow larr...haiz...
sadded..waliao..

and may!!u still owe me a story..wakaka...
memii,u beta take care of ur health larr..wadd medicine last resort...
beta come fast okae!!!
k ppl keep boogie-ing around!!

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geez i blogg
and it got auto deleted...twice man!!
how noob can i be sia...
doinkz....

anyways stupid lecturer actually msg my mum regarding my attendance lerr..
lyk doinkz!!
anyhow,i settled ma attendance...
cool..except with penny...
geez...seldom have enuff tym..
tym for myself...
geez..the only tym i have to myself is like...
in the bus otw to skul...
i realise that i have to indudge in my own world la...
dats the reason for wanting to feel withdrawn in skul...
in skul..i can only be myself with ppl who i feel rather comfy in...
geez..i wish i cud go to utopia rite now...(the another habitable planet)
discover everything myself...and conquer all lands...
fine crapping again...
doinkz!!
tmr having dance practice...
not soo looking forward to it..
cuz i hurt my legs to the muscle cramps...
but i hope it will disappear when i start to boogie around...
hehe..
coolness...and fellow junior dancers dun forgett
ta bring ur passport size photo okayy!!

Doinkz!!having musical bbq dis sat...cum chalet...
but mum dun allow ot overnite..cheese...
but heck...at least she allow to go...
beta den nting..
bt sadd no more KUDOS..lol!!

And D!!!i meeting u soon!!
gettin all juggy up and excited!!
woohoo!!!we gonna be riding diRRRty!!
lol!!mis ya alot can..

cheese..getting msgs from long long frens like out of a sudden...
really feel so nice..especially if they missed u...
hehe...n so dats y...
msgs were sent to my frens to say dat u've been missed by me...hehe
and its from the bottom of my heart cann...
doinkz!!

I wanna meet u again...im in lurve with ur smile..
doinkz...if only fate let us meet...
it really feels so dreamy...smile.....smile...
FlOaTIng in the air....!!!
kae PPL leTS wALTZ Around....heex!!happy happy!!

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yayness!!able to blog today...
hahs!!i have to find an outlet to channel all my craps wat...
lol!!today is so super boring cann??
like first of all..not attending my bio lec..hahs..thank god its only an hour...
doink!But came to school just attend 1 pathetic hour of lecture...
fine..no choice wat..have to buck up on my attendance..
ended way back at 12pm..
settled my attendance prob,and wateva shitakes dat i need to do with the comp...
cheese..loads ive to say...but cant be bothered to blogg ryt now...
off i go den...
(why in the first place am i blogging again??)
toodles!!

QUote of the day:
Be who you are and not what you think you are..
cause in the end you are deceiving youself..Not others..

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