geez..finally im blogging
(but like i just blogg a few days ago..haha)...
after sucha rollercoaster ride...
musical is over and done with..
no more gold corset,shorty hot pants,black stockings and knee-high boots...
err..if ur wondering..ahak..dat was none other den ma costume for musical...geez..
updated my bloggie stuff...wanna change the skin but think dat the updates for now is enuff..
hahs..coolsome...

and finally...i broke down....
no...not cuz of dance,not cuz of stress,not cuz of the scoldings...
and neither is it cuz of peter...
and no,no not the radio mistake as well...not cuz of musical as well..yar...
so dun anyhow think kae...
sumthin juz happened as i left the studio....
mind in a whirl..and ta-daa....
precious water droplets wasted...
haks...
(blogger declined to elaborate on details)

geez..niwaes thz haikel,and ur fren for coming down
special thanks to RAB and ahem!!
hahak so sweet lar u!!i missed u millions lar...
thanks to the SA seniors..dat gerl dat took photo with me...haha i duno wats ur name...
thanks to peter for the great exposure...
thanks to everyone lar...
i really enjoyed it...my first ever musical...
my first ever corset..not that i liked wearing it...
but the first time ppl see me so girly...
lol!!

looking back at the times...
it really is fun..
the bond are much closer now...
despite what happen to me during musical period..
i "fell" loads of time during this period
but im picking myself up again...
so no worries...

geez..rmb those times of injuries,
late night practices which i enjoyed,
lessons missed(which obviously i have a hell out of next week),
haiz...danceALIVE is done and over with...
and now...
awaiting freshies intake.,..
feel so threatened as many are actually quite good...
sheesh..
but hopefully that will make me more competitive lar....
i dun feel dat im growing in dance....
and even if there is..the growth rate is very slow...
i wan learn to choreo,i wan learn to dance reggae..
haiz..loads of wants lar...my life seems to only evolve around dance...

haha...
so like not looking forward to school...
boring lessons,catching up to do,
(blogger declined to continue crapping...)

cheesey whiskers...
i guess thats all i have for now...
doinks!
feeling clueless and lost...

i wan dat green skin,i want strawberry milkshake,
and i cant have enuff of DARS BITTER CHOCOLATE!!!


and pauline i missed ya too..wakaka....crazie gerl...
btw pauline and josh make a good duo....
haha detroit city...
they just make me laugh off my arse!!!
toodles,noodles,doodles!!

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Finally its musical day!!
wee..and ya i still have the cheek to blogg..
hahs..
as usual didnt bother to attend today's lesson..
though i came early to meet wei lin and apparently catch up with rab!!
damn miss rab so much larr...!!
understand that today got electives..
and dat means minus 10%..like cheese and whiskers!!

but heck i need to enjoy every moment before hectic next week come..
yikes..
yar duh like mountain getting bigger...hahs..
if u get wat i mean..
sadded bestie cant make it for ma musical..
so dat means i got spare tix for saturday
..given mum and sis alrd..
given rab and ahem...
so left two more...
haikel gettinig his real soon..
cramming my head..
shud i give rizal or DD??
or him...or wells..tink bout dat later...
else i juz give to other dancers who need it more...
and yes im such a dumb to lose my xtra tix dat i got ystd...
lol!!
aniwaes enuff bout dat...
im getting so jiggy up thinkin bout musical later...so much fun...

and tmr got audition wee...
so fun...and ...fun....lol!!

me myself and i...
shucks..
guardian angel needs to be back again mann...
and my guardian angel is back again..
hehe...luv ya fren...
thx for being there wheneva i need u...
a matter of coincidence or the fact that we got this special ting??
broke down when i din noe y...
but wen u told me u broke down on that day too...
i thot it was much of a.....(now...wads that word??..cheese...ouh 4get it...)
well i felt much beta talking to u larr!!
u noe how much i missed u like a hell load of time that we missed tgt...
cheese....and yes lets boogie tgt again will ya...
hahs..i missed those days of us..and our innocence...
hee...okae alrite...i tink till here do i blogg....sheesh..
having a headache thinking abt my lessons...
and my mum's reaction to my costume later on...
yikes...i smell trouble wobble....hahz!
heck...
and enjoy!!and lets boogie...!!

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yikes!i skipped my two lectures in the morning today..
no sweat..there's excuse letters...as u can see...EXCUSE as in EXCUSES..
much as i want to attend the lectures...
i simply surrendered to the angels that holds on to the magical powder..
sprinkle more as they might,it made me continue my peaceful yet disturbed sleep..
for the my enemy keeps ringing and waking me up...

shucks..
loads and loads of lessons have been piling up..
smiling at me in an evil...
it will mount up like a mount everest...
waiting for me to collapse in the midst of trekking it...
...
thank god i have nice lecturers..
my clinical lecturer is simply nice...
thank god im having her...
for she understands me and patiently guide me and help me out with my make-up lessons..
yeap..its all settled..
now i can focus on my musical...
at least nothing abt my studies concern me at the moment...
just waiting for the sarcasms of the lecturers when i stepped into the
not-so-interesting classroom...
as they say not many of SHS lecturers are nice...
hahs.,
mind dat i dun get caught while stating dis statement...
lol...i might just be prisoned or caught for another interrogation
if any of them saw me stating it..

anyways right now completing my e-learning stuff to prepare for my make-up lessons next week..
wee...haikel!!joining you again for make up..lol!!
but e-learning is too long and like i only have an hour to complete it..hahs..
heck!goin for dancing now....tired and sleepy..
but it will be fun later...
hahs...and thanx wei lin for the accompany..wakaka...

i crave for DARS bitter chocolate...yumm yumm!!
and wei lin is goin buy soon...yayness!!!happy schooling ppl!
and keep grooving!

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I'm getting tired of you pushing me 'round
Dragging me down
Making a sound because you wanna
I guess that's why I like messing with you
Putting you through
A lesson or two, because I'm gonna
Before I go my own wayI just gotta say

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of words
I'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, Leave me alone

There was the time I thought you were the one
Having some fun
Getting it done
What an illusion
'Cause you were trying to take control of me
That couldn't be, I need to be free of this confusion
Don't give me a guilt trip, because I'm so over it

Leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go'
Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

This isn't gonna work
Don't call me on the phone
Because I'm all out of wordsI'll face the unknown
Thinking about all the ways that I've grown
Oh, leave me alone
Don't turn around and don't look backI see right through all your selfless acts



geez found dis nice lyric..
hahs..
im missing my days when im attached..but
heck im still loving life as it is...
i miss the days of the chase...
but heck now im free to do as it is..
im missing days when i have a companion 24/7
but heck i have frens and time to myself..
i miss the showering of love hugs and kisses...
but heck now i do get it from frens..
so hmm..y do i need to be attached??
cann sumone show me a point??

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hee...
im missing my bloggie..
hee..
and im skipping my psycho...
darn!
can you believe it..just as i thot that the last supp paper was the end..
dis sem prove me wrong..
and to make it worse im having 2 psycho modules...
dat totally gonna make me so psycho...
haiz..sadded..
but heck...
im still escaping from studies for at least dis week...
starting my revision dis weekend for all the lesson i've missed...
haiz...and thank god im not alone...hee...
now nah..i mean later ive gotta go find lecturer to change my make-up lesson..
sadded...
haiz stressing over my lessons..
but enjoying my musical moment...

yes i'm really enjoying musical..
hahz but not the costume tho...
so girly cann??
darns..exposed here and there..like waliao..
but zee look awesomely gorgeous..wakaka...
neva seen her soo girl...lol!
she's grown up mann...
our alumni freshie...
hee..tink she's the first with dat title..
cool rite...
the lightings are so darn cool...
there's dis crystal ball as named by lil fir..
hahs..lurves the lights..
tinking of joining TMT soon..haha..but dat depends
and yikes...school's been like my home now to me..
go to school in early morning and reaching home like 12midnite..??
so tiring but wen its on the stage time its purely fun...
and oh ya to my sub-grp members i'll be back by next week..
n i will do my work..
hehe..

n p/s so not looking forward fer the junior dancers to come in..
beside fer zee...waliao...
missing my junior days...where we are all pampered...
shucks gotta be able to do more pirouttes..and jete and stuffs like dat...


me myself and i
yay..
carrying a smile now..
but wadtha heck...the smile is just plastering my inside..
i've neva felt so bottled up before...
going thru a rough patch right now..
but hey hey..im strong..and will still be smiling on..
i'll get all stuff done up and cap my stuff properly..
hopefully it works..


shhucks...
i hate it wen there's clones around...
like err..irritating cann..?
everyone has their uniqueness in themselves get it??
gee..sound like memii and her..twin...wakaka..
but no it aint bout her...
but please larr..for those trying to be who they aren't...
please get a life!...
i am who i am..
and you are who you are...
its too fake...
dun try too hard cann??thx!

hee...
shucks my alumni event has not been settled as of yet...
not sure if they've done it anot..
my performance for my alma mater has not been settled too..

niwaes..lets get it ending here...


shout outs!!
haikel!!lets tok and tok and tok and tok..
hahs!!there's a million to tok abt..but these days im not free..
sorry dude!real sorry..i'll give u my time one day...hahs..
but i bet its not gonna be enuff..hahs..and good luck fer the audition yea..
hoping u'll get in soon..

FATT ive not forgotten bout u gerl!!
miss ya loads...i noe like dah lama tak jumpe and contact..hee..
we gotta catch-up on each other real soon...!!


NAZMI!!the date is getting nearer
and i'll be coming like a hella sooner...yay!!
meeting u so soon..
miss ya dimples...wakaka

not enjoying skul...
enjoying dancing...wee...

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COOLNESS!!
FINALLY PASSED MY PHREAKIN PSYCHOTIC PSYCHO PAPER..!!
WOOHOO!!
kaes cool!!
thank god!!
argh argh...
kaes..
dis is stupid but..i really got nothing to blogg ryt now..
wakaka...
goin dancing...
lalala...
tmr down fer mentorship tingy ....
sianz...so cant go for make up class...
as in literallt Make-Up class...the blushers and eye shadows stuffs
sadded...

CLub Crawl coming..
lalala..
skul opening...waliao..
but hehs!got my second week off for musical..
coolness..
but dat means having to make up for all my lessons...
sadded...
yeay!!freshies do come soon...
lalala...im superr hyper psychotic cuz my psycho pass and for dat im
goin off now..toodles ppl!!

finally im declared a psycho!woohoo!!!!!!!

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yay manage to blog again..
so happy lar...
though my intention was to check my psycho results larr..
budden dunno wat pop-up blocked or wat shitt...
im sucha noob wen it comes to computer stuffs..
so heck!
but will check it bec in skul tmr i guess...
aniwaes like im in skul everyday oso..
so doesnt make a diff..lol!
aniwaes dance is getting more fun!!
hee...musical really bonded us like shitt lar..
its fun...had a whole load of laughter session doing clubcrawl with the teams dat came today
so fun larr..and liyi is always bullied by us..wakaka...
and her malay is soo malay larr...wadd am i talkin??
dance realli put off side stuffs away from me..
and i like...hehe
and getting our welfare taken off..hahs..so cool...


yea a few more days to go dancers...
lalala...and nurses!!
books are out on 14th april yea...
wadd else...
and sorry to khair and nas for not being able to make it on dat day..
real sorry ppl...
okie cool..shall update as soon as i get a free time...
and ders pasar malam at my house...ramly burger etc etc...
okie shuddup!!
andd can i have more hiphop events!!!!!!lalalala kk realli gtg!

seeing from diff perspectives

A tree is a giant plant
but to a giant,a tree is a plant..
hehe..

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yayness..blogging again..
attachie ended..
sad..no more dat male nurse..hehe
so started dance-athon..meaning dancing everyday hopefully larr...
school gonna start like in 10days time..
still thinkin on whether to go and mentor the freshies...
haha..
i got valid reason if i dun wanna go aniwaes..
hee...

oh aniwaes thx to those that bought the carnival tix..lol..
its for charity ppl!!
and to those who haven..pls do get it..
i still have the tix..lol!!


niwaes i was bec from a STomp the floor competition..
yea yea.. at cathay cineleisure...
as usual saw izzy lyk duh!!and he changed his group name...
so no more dextrous i guess...
err..saw hykell...ryzan etc etc...
and man!!saw that SML group form the dancefloor!!the short guy!!
haha...aniwaes lotsa guys larr huh!!
but naah-ah i wasnt looking at guys..
was intensely looking at the dance comp!!
way to go!!
lol!!
its fun really..tmr's the finals at cathay cineleisure.
6.30pm onwards..
do go fer those wanting to see cute guys!!hahs!!and those who want go watch the superb dance...
yea!!


anw..
hmm..shitt!!am i tripping??
why do i feel dat way wen i saw.....juz now
isit....??
i dowan ask ...
but i tot it was kidding thing wen i tok abt it...
sadded....hahs...
let it juz not be true cuz i only saw the side part of....
wash my thoughts away..lalala



i want apple strudel please......shall we go??
missing and lurving...i guess...hehehe

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A couple of events..





MacPherson Secondary School Carnival

venue:MacPherson Secondary
Purpose:Charity event
Date:30th june 07
Tickets:$5
HAppenings:Food,games and loads of fun stuffs
highlights:Haunted house stall set up by me and my frens..

Anyone intrested can get from me the tickets..Its for charity!!
and must come to my stall yea!!

ARts Nite
Venue:MAcpherson Secondary school
DAte:30th June 07
HAppenings:performance art showcase by our very own students
Tickets:$25



toodles!!get tickets asap alrite,,its gonna be hell load of fun!!

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Name.
school.
bdae
blah blah blah