Monday, July 28, 2008 ; 12:57 PM
I'll be back!
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
Monday, July 14, 2008 ; 5:00 PM
Ive not been blogging..
DUH!obviously!! go to my nurses blogs as well and their updates are like 1 mth=1entry
alot of things messing up my life,spicing up my life,making my life enjoyable/worst..
im going CRAZY just not being CRAZY...
i simply just cant wait for JULY to be over yet im enjoying the process of it..
lets see what events i had but hadn't had time to blog...
my birthday party
lunchtime performances
stagearts camp
lunchtime performance yet again
dance practices with sha
and i cant rmb somemore!!!
upcoming performances
Sakura club as invited guest for their production
SA production
Outdoor performance which will prolly mark my last performance
despite being busy like mad..
juggling between dance,projects and events im still thankful to those who help me to release my tensed nerves..
those frequent sms-es made me feel more human..
talking and listening to frens who had problems made me more human too...
those calls made to me was very much appreciated..
catch up with haikel was good..!lols!
i badly need a get out...and i predict tt its ONLY POSSIBLE AFTER JULY!..
and yes i fell sick 3times just last week cuz my immune system just decide to shut itself down on me..
its a scary encounter when friday my immune system just gave up on me!
my two thumbs start to feel very numb and it turned cyanosed.
i felt nausea and wanted to vomit..
i turned pale like a white sheet..
i was shivering..
everything was just not feeling right..
scare the hell out of me...
ppl says ive been overexerting myself..
well i guess it might be true...
ive always been out of home in the morning like 8 or 9am only to be back at night..
i dun see my parents,my sis,my cat!!
i miss home badly..
maybe im just homesick??
okay i gtg!!
okay ive planned up activities to do ady!!
-picnic and i really mean picnic!
-rollerblading
-watch movies!!!
-just get out and chat with the girls!!
- I WAN AN OUTING WITH YAP!!
AND MAK!!!
and him.....
AND MAK!!!
and him.....
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
Thursday, July 03, 2008 ; 12:29 PM
the best way a person can drive me up to the walls..
getting me swallowing up all my f-words
trying to irritate me..
making me erupt..
something that is not worth to get angry over is when someone don't think
and expect me to make the decisions for them.
i won't be pissed if you are a kid but kids these days can even think better
and the reason im pissed is cause
you don't think at all.
im pissed for making every single decision for you.
might as well i do your part if i have to tell you every single thing.
im pissed cause you don't even show the effort.
PLEASE use your brain cells or else it will generate and die.
PLEASE don't ask me questions if you never tried answering it on your own.
PLEASE don't ask me for solutions when you have not tried finding solutions on your own.
PLEASE don't keep asking me HOW or whether CAN ANOT before you ask that yourself.
PLEASE THINK before you do anything because if not your just wasting your brain cells.
please don't make my life miserable and ask me when you have not done your very own part because
im not your teacher.not your lecturer.
im not smarter than you.
im not god,im not perfect,
im not intelligent BUT I THINK.
Don't drive me up the walls cause i really don't wish too.
And if im again asked questions that is so redundant i will not hesitate to just shut up and walk off.
For I see no point in wasting my own energy on such.
SO PLEASE!DO YOUR PART!
Think on your own cause YOU ARE given the power to think.
and again im not your teacher/lecturer-you don't have to tell me that you want to go toilet!
Labels: trying hard not to use the F-word
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd