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Wednesday, June 25, 2008 ; 2:26 PM

i was being sucha b**tard yesterday..
i was being scolded by the driver at the interchange for drinking
when there's no sign at the inthe interchange saying no drink..
i got up the bus and he was still rambling away about no drink..
out of courtesy..i told him the drink is finished..and board the bloody bus...
while on the ride home..i was thinking why i was so nice to him when he actually scolded me publicly...
so i decided to be a b**tard..


this was what i did...
SQUIRT VITASOY All over the floor...since there was no passengers around..!!
i should have taken a picture of my finished product but couldnt cuz was laughing away in my heart alone...
thx driver!for scolding when ive not done anything wrong..hope u had a great time cleaning up!haha!

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Thursday, June 19, 2008 ; 1:26 PM

Its my bday!!wee..im turning 19...
okay ive turned 19-teen..
goodbye 18-teen..
and hello 19-teen..
okay shall update more later..haha!!
i turned 19 on the 19..pls buy 1919..haha..okay im kidding la.
chaoz!
counting down time to meet bestie!!!
ooh lala...
and my friends...!

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Monday, June 09, 2008 ; 10:44 PM

THE BIG GROOVE WAS WAAAYYYY AWESOME!!!

WCO was DOPE!!

SO was the OCREW!!

mindblowing event...most of the time i was like wooow!!haha..

ITS SUCHA MISS LAST YEAR B UT IM GLAD WE MADE IT THIS YEAR!!

*sidetrack*

and best was I SAW MR HOTBOD!haha in red..

he's getting smaller than ever...the one that made me smile..sad he was with his crew...

lol!






so to say holidays is here...

aww alrite...

today my free day...

went to meet zul at boat quay...

if there's ever anyone whoyou could see clad in slippers shorts and tee shirt...

at raffles place-it has to be him

(and if u dunno wheres raffles place..its the place where theres alot of major banks offices there and where ppl are found mostly in suits an d ties)




and YES GOODNESS HE WENT TO WORK LIKE THAT!!

and finally got his zine...

reminisced those old stories..

how the class rejects upturned their lives..

talk abt homos...etc etc

well it was just endless conversations i suppose...

haha!!

those ol' good times...

yea next up will be with hasif and him i guess..

its been long since i see him too..haha..

the fellow1c and 2c-ians...

o now im missing wen yao...

the fact tt he makes me laugh every second...

bullying him every now and then!!




talking about the zine..

i finished reading the first one...going on to the second...

the more graphical one...haha..it is really graphical...

lol!!




and oh may has left for korea...

sweet of her to call me up at the airport...

i hope she have fun there and take loads of pictures....




im missing bestie!!

he's so gonna b e there on my bdae!!

lol!!no confirmed plans but he has to be there..

no more excuses...




F*** since when i became so random...

and im becoming so vulgar these days...

im speaking more malay...

and im not just myself....



zaid made me smiled..he taught me spanish

he didnt know what to teach and came out with

le tequiero

haha...le tequiero ppl!!










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Saturday, June 07, 2008 ; 10:57 PM

today went for dance explosion!!
it was kinda nice not having tt much ppl there..
the venue was quite horrible...
if not to my sis i wouldnt be wearing my white pointed pumps with my blue dress...
the place was at the open field..muddy floor despite the green canvas as flooring...
but anw enjoyed it...
a release from skul...


TMR IS THE BIG GROOVE!!!
IM SOO UBER EXCITED!!lalala!!
the whole danz inc gonna be there..
ooh la la...
im loving it....
i have a bad feeling that....
i cant join dance competition....
i have a bad feeling that
im gonna get grounded soon...
i have a bad feeling that
my time management gonna screw up..
i have a bad feeling tt im gonna be burned out..
who cares..its holidays!!and im gonna dance everyday!!wee..




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Tuesday, June 03, 2008 ; 1:42 PM

i want to dance till i drop
i want to go to botanic garden's children section..
i want to go star gazing at science park..
i want to go to the beach
i want to blade
i want to go big splash..
i want to go henderson bridge..
i want to go to mint toys museum..
i want to....
i want alot...
i want an adventure..
i want my simple pleasures..

any takers?

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; 1:18 PM

ooh la laa...
ipassed my napfa..at 1st try...
haha despite a bronze..but its sucha an achievement..
never did i pass my napfa at FIRST TRY!!


thx to lee fung for encouraging and training with me the day before..
and not forgetting the tips she gave
and lil sis for wanting to accompany all the way to YCK stadium..
and a swimming after tt...
and ZUL!!haha for encouraging me to continue at every lap...
and him for spiritually supporting me...


now my shin and thighs are sucha sore...
it hurts..
having sorethroat and dry cough for nearly a week..
and now adding a flu to it is not helping..
when was the last time i felt sick..
damn!


sleeping is no longer a pleasure when u have to wake up in the middle of the
night coughing badly.
knowing to do so i will wake my sis n mum up..
and have to take lozenges to soothe the throat so tt coughing will not persist...


i need to get well...but im not gonna take antibiotics,anti-pyretics and what have you..
i need to survive until july..
after that i can fall sick for all i care..



i suddenly miss tarmizi ystd night..
thx hafiz for still in touch with him...

and i F***ing miss ZUL!!!
seeing him today AGAIN!!!FINALLY!!lalala

hoping i get better..
hoping that im feeling better...
just hoping everything will be fine...
keeping it to myself till all goes well..

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Sunday, June 01, 2008 ; 9:25 PM

i think im allergic to blogging..
everytime i want to blog i feel like shitting..
yea rite..so this entry gonna be a lil shitty and crappy...





k so a few weeks ago..
i was holding some coins going to shop with my little sis...
and i asked my sis..
me: do you know why 50cent coin is bigger than 1 dollar coin?
sis:no..why?
me:cuz 50 cents want act big...


okay obviously sis ignores me as i laughed at my own joke...





a few weeks ago too...
when life was bad..
i was eating rice with my hands..as a malay...
after eating rice with this spicy gravy...
i washed my hands and watch tv...
my eyes start to itch and i rubbed it...
then a few seconds later my eyes start to sting...
and i began laughing at it..
haha
..
okay im going insane...
i badly need distraction therapy...



tmr's napfa test and i just cant help but think of failing..haha!!

pardon me while i sail through my psychotic-ness...



i never felt this horrible before..
being happy on the outside suddenly feels so fake...
theres too much things thats bothering me and i just wanna let loose...
and i cant help feeling this way..
let me survive this week...
let me get back to myself soon...
can i?

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The Seeker
Name.
school.
bdae
blah blah blah

Thrash



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