Friday, December 12, 2008 ; 9:31 PM
ive to make a decision soon..
whether to really set on my ambition to be a nurse a not..
Today i had to get my contract signed..
but im still pondering...
the basic is only x.x K
and i thot it was too little...
NO i still think its too little...
thinking of the amount of $ i wish to save every month...
and spending amt...
its not enuff...
and the bonus is X mth bonus...
which i still think is not enuff...
AM in this dilemma..wher i want to work or study
what i know is i want to play!!
yanting was asking me"what u wan play?"
lols!!
i jsut want to be carefree for a moment...
play till i had enuff....
oh ya yanting told me this which i find very very true!!
"wan play also need money!"
yea..asking mum is not a solution...
and how much can she give...
not enuff for my expenses...
and to work from age of 19...
19,20,21...is the prime of ur life..
do i wan this 3 years spent on working??
im still thinking....
to be or not to be??
whats stopping me??
HELP ME!!
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd