Thursday, November 27, 2008 ; 2:12 PM
2 weeks and 4 days..time past so fast!!
nearly 3 weeks ady!!with my two weekday off days!!3weeks will soon be gone!
so ytd first time take cases!!and my preceptor asked me how many cases i want to take on dat day..
i wanted to take 2 only cuz i neva take cases before...
but she was so confident of me..
she gave me in charge of all the patients!!
tts a total of 5 pateints since 3 empty bed!
but cuz one patient had incident she took that case..phew~~
I was quite blur..but hey i was able to handle it...!
now i think i will have problems...
somehow i became too close to them...
(im in cancer ward btw..)
i just hope...
they will have the will to carry on living...
they bring laughter to me..
they share their past with me...
hurts me wen they tear and tell me how they felt when they were diagnosed..
THEY are the REAL heroes of the world..!
i'd pray for them..give them my best care..
i'd love them like my own..it's a challenge for myself...
nevertheless im still afraid of night shift!!
tell me bout it!!
going home at 9.30pm alone scares me off ady!!
especially that day wen i enter tearoom alone..
freaking out i went to toilet to wait for my fren...
however wen i got out!!i saw the GREEN TROLLEY!!
i was uber freaked out laa!!!
(btw green trolley is the trolley that they collect the bodies to the mortuary)
list of things to achieved soon!!!
-cut hair
-watch madagascar 2
-watch quarantine
-eat the ice-cream buffet!!
-go FB production
-go NRA's production
-go dance classes
-yoga!!
-maybe bungee this year?or maybe next?
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd