Wednesday, September 03, 2008 ; 8:57 PM
you know sitting at home like a couch pohtahtoe never fail to make my mind idle..
i think alot..i DREAM alot..
i always have alot internal battle going on in my mind..
and fasting month=lot of activities lesser=more idling of the mind..
see what ive did ever since fasting month started?
-sleep,wake up early,eat my break fast in the wee hours,pray,think think think,then fall asleep..
-pray
-pray
-pray
-go out
-read books,mags or whatever i can find
-go driving pracs
-listen to perfect ten...
wala wala..well anyway tt's beside the point..
i just wanted to write down my wildest dream in my life so far..
hehe
My wildest dreams/wish
when i was a kid,a pre-schooler i'd dreamt tt i'd be able to swim
(and i still cant..boohoo!)
when i started growing up..i dreamt tt i cud be a gymnast!doing those somersaults and stunts looked wayy awesome!
(poof!it was just a dream but i was able to do a center split when i was small!!)
then i grew up..i wanted to perform on stage
(my first stage experience was on my first day of primary one!i was called up by the principal to read a story book!!it was scary!!and i'd rmb tt the last page was when the chickens go "chirrp!cheeeep!chirrrrp!!")
singing looks interesting!!it wasn't part of my dream..but i joined choir!!haha!!
and i continue growing up..and then..i saw the libraians zapping barcodes..and i told my mum i wanted be a libraian!
(and i did became one..but after zapping books i got tired and sick of it and quitted..arranging books in library was horrible!!)
when i was in primary school..i dreamt tt i could dance
(and yes i did..i performed for teacher's day for twice of thrice)
i dreamt tt i wanted to be a netballer..
(i became one..but quitted cuz of some reasons...)
so i got to a decent secondary school...
i dreamt to play the drums!!
(i couldn't cuz mum wants me to join SJAB!)
i dreamt i was able to join dance
(i did in sec 1 buty quitted after sec 1 cuz it did one choreography for a year..how boringg??!)
i dreamt i could be on stage
(yea i did..i gave speeches and recite the school and national pledge..)
then going on to poly
i fulfilled my dream of joining dance...suprisingly stayed thruout wen mum tot i wud quit halfway
i wanted to perform
(yea i did..countless of time on diff occasions)
and now i got the wildest dream...
i wanna do an mtv just for myself..like agnes monica!
(geez this will only be a dream...never to be able to fulfill!!)
dreams make life interesting..
whether it tears u apart make u go crazy...
i guess dreams make u chase after it so tt life will be more meaningful..
a step closer to your dreams make u delighted..
just like.....oh nvm..hee!
Labels: dreams
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd