Thursday, August 07, 2008 ; 8:01 PM
A song...composed to fit what i feel..
it made me cried when i wrote this down..as i wrote this piece..
songs like avril lavigne's
"My happy ending" and fergie's "big girls don't cry" came to my mind..
hahs.
okays enjoy my bitterness...
Does it break your heart to see mama cried?
Does it ease your mind when you see fights going on...
does it....
does it even matter that the whole world's tearing apart...?
You...
you just turn so cold overnight..
the hatred you had was in your eyes
YOu...you were just so cold...
Your heart was like a stone...
Where...
Where was the innocent one you once were?
WHere i tried to help..
gave you chances to grab
Trust you just like that
cover you up....
I never wish i did that..
You know how much we pamper you..
got all the stuffs,you had it all...
you'd know how much we love you...
i'd even hug u to sleep every night..
Now you are throwing our face right in the mud..
Run away with all your might...
why..why did u do as you did?
It tears my heart to see what you did..
stabs my heart to see her cry..
every action u made....was a slap to our faces...
you are such a ...disa....pointment...
it hurts...
it hurts very much...
it hurts to see everyone is torn apart...
and its cause of you......
Why... don't you even have the slightest sorry....
I'd wish you'd changed back to who you were...
You'd made such a big fall...
and now you'd pull all of us down..
i'd hope u bring us back up and go on your own right path...
i know it aint that easy but u got to try...
Be true to yourself..
i know you could make it up..
please try.....
I am NOT okay...
What you CAN do is to keep me DISTRACTED..
I DON't wish to bring my negative feelings over to school..
that's the REASON why i don't wish to tell you my friends on what is happening..
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd