Wednesday, August 27, 2008 ; 9:28 PM
the picnic/i would call it the morning breakfast was a success!!
yea with me taking two cabs just to reach the destination!!-botanic garden!!
haha it was fun..
we brought alot of foodstuffs!!like romantic like tt four of us!!
OH DID I TELL YOU WHAT TIME WE MET???!!
hah we met at 8AM!!!lols at gleneagles hospital!!
ya its crazy..BUT its sure HAPPENING when all four is sporty and into this kinda thing..!!
haha we laid mats and had typical picnics...
BUT THE DOGS WERE SCARY!!!!
got me chicken-ed out!!haha
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i wish i cud talk more abt it..but no fun when theres no pics to post yet!!haha will post it up soon...
so im not going talk much more on the picnic till i get the pics poh chu chu!!!
SHOUTOUT!!!
tt person who is suppose to stick with me for all my attachments..
you are WANTED on ONE of the weekdays just before geront posting!!
and u better make ur self free arh u!!holidays never even contact me u kental..
make urself free meaning...from late afternoon to break fast okay!!haha
time to bond and tell me many many many STORIES U OWED ME!!kukukental u!
haha
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 ; 11:22 PM
shuddup rab!!
grrr....
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
; 1:32 PM
weds-picnic
friday-flyers
sunday-vivocity
my life couldnt be much better!!
looks like it only happens on odd days...
cant wait cant wait counting the days...
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ; 11:52 AM
ONE LAST PAPER AND THAT'S IT!!
3106 is sucha B****
I'm cranky..and i cant wait to get loosen up!
tmr will be the day im looking yet not looking forward to..
Looking cuz we gonna go clicks clicks and snap snap...
not looking cuz it will be the end of many happy beginnings..lol!
(the bad ones dun mention..)
im tired...getting only 4 hours of continous sleep per day is killing me..
but soon no more deprivation of sleep...
that meaning to having one month of holidays before attachments..
woo!~
holidays haven start but ive started getting appointments ady!!
yeay!
many thx to those that made my day!!!lalala
i fell in love with the waiter waiter...
picking up the plates,
serving my order
makes my heart go woo woo woo..
lolS!
-random
its time to hit the books again!!
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
Thursday, August 07, 2008 ; 8:01 PM
A song...composed to fit what i feel..
it made me cried when i wrote this down..as i wrote this piece..
songs like avril lavigne's
"My happy ending" and fergie's "big girls don't cry" came to my mind..
hahs.
okays enjoy my bitterness...
Does it break your heart to see mama cried?
Does it ease your mind when you see fights going on...
does it....
does it even matter that the whole world's tearing apart...?
You...
you just turn so cold overnight..
the hatred you had was in your eyes
YOu...you were just so cold...
Your heart was like a stone...
Where...
Where was the innocent one you once were?
WHere i tried to help..
gave you chances to grab
Trust you just like that
cover you up....
I never wish i did that..
You know how much we pamper you..
got all the stuffs,you had it all...
you'd know how much we love you...
i'd even hug u to sleep every night..
Now you are throwing our face right in the mud..
Run away with all your might...
why..why did u do as you did?
It tears my heart to see what you did..
stabs my heart to see her cry..
every action u made....was a slap to our faces...
you are such a ...disa....pointment...
it hurts...
it hurts very much...
it hurts to see everyone is torn apart...
and its cause of you......
Why... don't you even have the slightest sorry....
I'd wish you'd changed back to who you were...
You'd made such a big fall...
and now you'd pull all of us down..
i'd hope u bring us back up and go on your own right path...
i know it aint that easy but u got to try...
Be true to yourself..
i know you could make it up..
please try.....
I am NOT okay...
What you CAN do is to keep me DISTRACTED..
I DON't wish to bring my negative feelings over to school..
that's the REASON why i don't wish to tell you my friends on what is happening..
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd
hypocrites and liars
Tuesday, August 05, 2008 ; 11:45 PM
Guilt strike the hypocrites
hypocrites lies in denial..
whatever makes the world unhappy..
a reason to cultivate hatred..
For you are the reason that affect others, therefore SEE and THINK about others. For you are not the only human on earth.
-Rab Jr.
Unknown to rest
Be known to me..
whats on the outside is not me.
tell a lie
tell a tale
none of these will cover up ur way.
a lie...
is something u can never ever end...
a lie ..
brings unrest
a lie...
can make everyone shake...
a lie...
is a sin..
it will trouble ur life...
a lie...
is what i learnt my grave mistake from....
it all roots to just a single lie which have a domino effect...
juvenile court? girls home?
a decision pushed to me....
im just haywired at the moment and no one noes bout it....
just random of whatever's happen to me..
assumptions is up to own individuals...
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd