And Wonder If You Ever Think Of Me?

Monday, July 14, 2008 ; 5:00 PM

Ive not been blogging..

DUH!obviously!! go to my nurses blogs as well and their updates are like 1 mth=1entry

alot of things messing up my life,spicing up my life,making my life enjoyable/worst..

im going CRAZY just not being CRAZY...

i simply just cant wait for JULY to be over yet im enjoying the process of it..

lets see what events i had but hadn't had time to blog...

my birthday party

lunchtime performances

stagearts camp

lunchtime performance yet again

dance practices with sha

and i cant rmb somemore!!!

upcoming performances

Sakura club as invited guest for their production

SA production

Outdoor performance which will prolly mark my last performance

despite being busy like mad..

juggling between dance,projects and events im still thankful to those who help me to release my tensed nerves..

those frequent sms-es made me feel more human..

talking and listening to frens who had problems made me more human too...

those calls made to me was very much appreciated..

catch up with haikel was good..!lols!

i badly need a get out...and i predict tt its ONLY POSSIBLE AFTER JULY!..

and yes i fell sick 3times just last week cuz my immune system just decide to shut itself down on me..

its a scary encounter when friday my immune system just gave up on me!

my two thumbs start to feel very numb and it turned cyanosed.

i felt nausea and wanted to vomit..

i turned pale like a white sheet..

i was shivering..

everything was just not feeling right..

scare the hell out of me...

ppl says ive been overexerting myself..

well i guess it might be true...

ive always been out of home in the morning like 8 or 9am only to be back at night..

i dun see my parents,my sis,my cat!!

i miss home badly..

maybe im just homesick??

okay i gtg!!

okay ive planned up activities to do ady!!

-picnic and i really mean picnic!

-rollerblading

-watch movies!!!

-just get out and chat with the girls!!

- I WAN AN OUTING WITH YAP!!
AND MAK!!!
and him.....

Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd