Sunday, March 23, 2008 ; 5:06 PM
the one and only thing that will kill me is boredom!
when boredom hits me,this vicious cycle will go round and round like a merry go round..
boredom-> cranky-> shut myself up-> ignore people->binge->sleep....
i never had to feel so bored back in secondary school
yes i miss my secondary school life especially during my first 2 years
those pranks we got up our sleeves serves as great memories..
birthday bash meant by throwing ppl into the dirty school pond
spraying ppl withthe water hose from the water hydrant..
writing prank love mails..haha i did that for _____ who happens to be the class geek..
etc etc..it was hardcore fun!
and its even more thrilling cuz i was a councillor back then...haha..
i remember how i dread going to skul in poly..
i hated the tutorial group tt totalley means we don't really get to socialise..
and when i stepped in to be with my newfound classmates besides rab..it was err okay...
lets just say it wasnt as what i wanted it to be..
but now its better...
In 3 weeks time imma goin to year 3...
i've no idea what my future holds..
but i know decisions have to be made along the way..
choosing hospitals to work in?the wards or specialise area to be in?
continue studies?take a different course?
FYP is coming soon..
hectic schedules as expected..
and at this period of time...
im not sure if this IS the path that i really wanna continue..
i know i have passion for nursing...
i love giving injections and doing dressings or even make a cup of milo for the patient..
there is satisfaction..but is this satisfaction going to bring me somewhere??
is this what i really want to pursue??
i wish i didnt have to grow up...
because for now i want to have FUN!
i want to go out there and enjoy...
and i know events are coming up that will steer me away from boredom!
im waiting for it...wee!!
tmr's attachment at IMH...
let me see the light to fun and restraint boredom!!
my entry seems to be runnig away from my original idea!!lol!!
Flight of ideas!
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd