rab
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ; 7:56 PM
WARNING:BLOGGER AINT REALLY THINKING WHAT SHE WRITES..
meeting held..meeting over..
all on our own now..
individual work tt make the team stronger..
i hope the group gets our stuffs done and wow the class again..
(my expectation damn high ehs..competitive spirit will benefit the whole FOuRtEENS eyy?)
so im wondering when's the next outing be??
Class gathering..?
oh my tiny minute details...
not my point exactly...
my hormones are raging...i supposed...
my temper will kill me...
my temper has always been the minus factor...
but im trying my best for my temper not to get over me...
mood swings...
interpersonal problems rite now eyy...
Im very sure i aint noe wat im supposed to do...
what i wanna do??
what could be done...
i know something is wrong...
somewhere...
but where...?
I aint too sure....
i wish HE could tell me...
but what i got was...
(fill in ur own noun,verb or whatever)
i don't know what went wrong...
what happened...
i don't like ignore therapy...
i don't like him not turning up..
but hell who cares abt my likes or dislikes...
what i care now is.....
simply....him.....
his state,his thoughts...
but will i ever get noe what he feels??
i tried what i could...
but at a point my temper got over me...
i came to a point now...
im just waiting....
(random:F*** the gal behind me keep pushing her chair against me..)
i'll wait...
i wont say anything..
cuz i cant...and ...
i'll wait till the day........
i could meet him...and have a heart to heart chat..will tt ever be possible?
i'll be patient...i wunt let my temper get over me again...
my sincere thoughts:
i miss him....and his company...
to my group members...sorry for always being late for meetings
its cuz of my sleepless nites...
mi,get well soon arh you!!
i'll miss you all...
wont be blogging till i come back from KL...
to all my friends..happy holidays...
-slight social withdrawal
Labels: emotionally bleeding...burning heart..internally hot
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd