Monday, December 17, 2007 ; 11:44 PM
i had this very urge...
this very urge...
to blog and spill all about the f***shit that i have been tolerating..
but F*** i don't want the whole world to know what The F*** ive been facing at home...
all my life...
urgh!!!
ohs...
angry day...
everyday i wake up to find ways to be happy...
but only to know it would be destroyed soon after..
in fact..
i very much enjoy being in a trance...
total silence..total calmness...total emptiness...
nothing to care about..
i duno what had happened to u...
y the sudden no show...
ur not obliged to tell me what happened...
but ur making me worried..not that i had a right to be worried for u..
thoughts,questions,scenarios played in my mind...
i really really duno what happened to u..
but i couldnt sleep ystd after the girls said u.....*touchwood*
i have no right to question u..
but im longing to meet you...
to have a heart to heart chat with u...
to pass u things...
to settle things..
IMY
Labels: angry, happy, missing you
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd