sad
Tuesday, September 25, 2007 ; 8:18 PM
the innocence of a little boy...
"I happy.Mummy came today to visit me in the hospital.I love mummy.She carry me.i hug her tight tight.i miss mummy alot.Mummy ask me if i am a good boy.I am a good boy.Mummy ask me to stay in the bed if i am good.but she gave me to this jie jie.She left me alone.Why mummy go away?i want my mummy.I cry when mummy not there.i vomit.Mummy never come back.Jie jie say got spider man.I still thinking of mummy.why mummy never come back??i sit in my bed think of mummy.Is it mummy don't like me?i want to hug my mummy...."
i wished the mum did not even visit him..tho i noe he wud want to meet his mum...
but y leave him at the moment when he needs her...
my heart breaks....
the brother seems rather immune not having the parents there...
brother made new friends..
he dun seem to like his family...
i held back my tears...as much as i want to hug him...
a surgical problem of another lil one...
"nurse wants to be a tube in my nose again.I am very scared.i cry.
mummy cannot help me.Jie jie come and talk to me.BUt i scared.
Mummy cannot follow me in the room.they tie me with blanket.they put the tube into my nose.it was hot.i don't like to put the tube.they put alot of times.....i scream for mummy but she never come........now i have the tube in my nose.jiejie say don't need to put in somemore if i dont take out...i scared...."
the pain felt in me...when they inserted a tube through the nose of a little one...
all for his own good....
it hurts me to see him feel hurt...
Labels: a child's life in my eyes
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd