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Saturday, January 13, 2007 ; 3:59 PM
khair darlin..think dis entry's fer u again..
noe its not fair fer cuz im not fillin u up on my life
while u owaes do tell me on ur life..
in fact im owaes the first one..
im really sorry dearestestestest fren..
u noe i luv u..
n yes just like u,i oso dowan lose u..
but the fact dat im not telling u on my life is dat
i dun wish to disturb ur beautiful life now..
im happy when ur happy..
i noe i still have u..
i noe ur owaes der wen i need u even if its at midnyt..
n its proven..
not dat i dun wan confide in u..
budden i realise dat u nid to noe abt me too..
u've been there fer me rite from the start..
n u've done alot
so i've decided i'll tell u wat ive not been telling u soon yea..
n if u dunnoe..haha im the person who is hard to get ma feelings out...
u shud noe huh..hehe..lurve u darlin!!!
missing u lots!!
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n to u..if u wanna be with me..u gotta undastand me..
i dun wish fer the past to repeat..
yes khair is above all of my frens..my feelings fer u have not reached there yet,,
so im not sure if i want to..
or if time allows me to have a rship..
im happy the way it is now..n if ur thinkin y muz i be close with khair..
i can juz tell u dat he's der fer me thru up and down..not u..
he was there fer me wen my heart shattered into pieces time and again..
tc
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd