lost two ppl
Sunday, January 07, 2007 ; 4:45 PM
why is it sucky for me?
losing two ppl in a week?
one was a fren's lil cuzzie which i was close to..
played with him during every raya open house..
got da news the day after he passed away due to brain tumour..
in the early hours wen skul was starting..
an innocent life returning to god with not much sins..
it hurts cuz i din go to the raya open house last year..
i din get to see him..
if i did..at least,i wudnt feel dat bad..
i missed him..i regretted not to go the open house but
dats cuz i was having sumthin on
i'll juz sae a lil prayer for him to rest in peace..
condolences to the family..
next it was him..the person i was close to..
the person who i shared probs with..
it was hurting..
no,dis guy din pass away..
but i juz have to resign to fate n not be close to him..
if there need to be sumone hurt..let it be me..
i luv u fren..yes i do..it hurts me not to be dat close to u..
but i hafta understand u..
thx fer everythin u did..
n yes finally u replied my msges n dat was enuff..
to hear u comforting n making me undastand..
well we'll still be frens forever aite..
nevertheless,god was helping me..
losing two ppl in lives..
i got 2 ppl more in my life..
2ppl who got..i wudnt sae luv...
2ppl who had crush on me..
2ppl from the party..
but i noe im not intrested..u guys msg me at the wrong tym..
wen im down..but i juz layankan jek..
p/s:i dun like it if ppl like me fer beauty n not fer who i am..
niwaes that person who called me at nite but i din really tok to..
cuz i was crying..
thx so much..
im not writing ur name down...there's a reason..
but thx fer being there wen i nid u even if it was at midnite..
izzy,thx fer not calling too..u noe i wudnt be enthu if u called me..thx fer understanding..
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd