secrecy
Monday, December 11, 2006 ; 3:06 PM
okie..2nd entry of the day..hehe
waiting fer sheil to come up to level 5 and waiting fer ma group members to come back from their lunch..
nas darlin is sick..get well soon yea..*hugz n kisses*
cool..i got a lil kitten today mornin!!woohoo!!
she's so cute..n naughty..
wondering wat name to give..
previously my ragdoll cat got the name BOI..
now this female cat..
mum wanted call it GIRL..but it doesnt sound nice..
den change to princess..still not nice..gimme ideas please...
its grey in colour n cute..n small..
but still prefer boi cuz he's fat and nice to hug..
n gets jealous easily n doesnt make so much noise..hehe
temporary shall call it princess till i find a nicer name..hehe
kae...so got princess 2 cans of friskies to last till i reach home..
it was still sleeping when i got out to skul..
Hmm..
okie..
y on earth do god create secrecy..
y is she so nice..
she told her some things..
now im juz living in a time bomb
its juz gonna explode anytime..
i dun wanna noe..
is it juz a joke..
to make me chortle n choke??
i really dun wanna wait fer the tym,
why isnt she tellin me anything?
y is she asking me to grab every opportunity..
y?is it because she's goin to faraway place and neva come back?NO u cant leave soon..
there's alot in ma heart dat i wish to convey..
but i noe i will neva..but having u around at least make me feel secure..
all those traumatizing experiences during childhood kills me.. my soul is actually dead..
i need u..pls tell me its juz a joke..
pretending not to noe juz hurts so much..
cuz i cant question anythin from u n pretend not to know anythin..
im juz acting..
being separated from her already hurts so much..
i cant take anymore blow..
else my soul will be dead..
wat i need now are juz answers..
pls god tell me its juz a joke..
may peace be with me..
lurve ma darlins!
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd