emo week
Tuesday, November 28, 2006 ; 10:58 AM
lol..
lurve is funny afterall..(quoted from rizal)
it juz makes me laugh..
hmm..fer dat guy dat i was waitin fer..if ur stil readin dis..
i juz haf dis to tell u..
i cant wait fer u nimore..i noe its hard
yes i noe u nid tym..but its over 3mths...
frenship dat u once denied wen i suggested it..n soon after agreed to take on..
it juz aint goin anywhere..wat i noe the YOU dat i once knew was no longer der..
even the way u msg me..(dat is if i msg u first)
everyday i live with the thot of us coming back together..
i noe its stupid idea..
but yar..i gues dis is it..let the memories we had together juz be memories and lets not relive it..
go on have a new rship..
for ryt now i really dun wanna wait fer u..its juz exhausting..
n its not dat i haf another guy in my heart..
my heart juz aint open yet..
but someday it will..
i cant keep on using my own initiative to contact u..
frenship is not one sided so therefore..
if u dun see the need to contact y shud i??lets move apart..further apart...take care my fren..
n yea..i still rmb wat i said
"if one day i were to meet u along the streets if we broke up,i will tell my frens dat ya dis guy is my ex whom we shared great memories..and ups and downs.."
thx fer guiding me thruout..see ya!
a lil phrase or too before i end it
jika benar cinta itu buta
butakah mataku,
berkali terluka masih jua kumenunggu
apa yg kuinginkan hanya kejujuran dalam perhubungan
i juz simply lurve ma darlins(nas,sheil,kia and mira) now..u guys simply juz made me feel more loved
and make skul worth coming for..
the pinches we had, the whole load of laughter, n not forgettin the tears we shed..
n yar..the aww.. so romantic moments..even though its juz fer a few months we met..
n yar i will continue thinkin of extraordinary outings with u guys to make memories a more worthy ting to keep..
kia,its juz so stupid to have u send me to the stop and
me sending u to the bustop and
ended up taking a bus dat doesnt reach our houses(but its sincere..lol!!)..
but yar..was juz worried fer u..u noe wat ive said to u ryt..
so let it be with u and not in this entry..
its not tym wasted like i said..its juz tym worth spending fer
n like u sae..im nt good with my words..
at least im good with gestures(woops!!sounds wrong)
but yar..dun worry dude..
and excuse me i send u to the doorstep lar...lol!!
juz hope it made ur dae :p
lurve ya!!
bestie nazmi,
dun feel bad fer not bein able to meet me yar..
i will get ma way to meet u..
dun hafta sacrifice ur tym again..
i noe ur tired with ur work..
its okie dude..
the thot of u wanting to sacrifice tym fer me is enuff..
im still ur bestie after all..i need to undastand ur situation too..
n the thot of u bein my bestie means alot to me..
u dun hafta be physically ther fer me..
but juz be ther wen i need u most..cuz i noe i'll be ther too if u need me..
thats wat frens are for..
lurve ya too!!
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd