why nursing\?
Tuesday, August 15, 2006 ; 11:24 AM
WARNING this post is a bit long.But since you are here..might as well read it..hehe
Why did i choose nursing??
Okie here i am reinforcing my own beliefs of why nursing is the choice for me.
For right now,while im supposed to be studying for my upcoming exams,Im still wondering
why the hell am i down here in NYP taking nursing...
For one reason,with my grades i could go for a better course,even a jc..
I still rmb how i had to talk round my mum so that i could join nursing
cuz she wanted me to go jc..
However my initial plan was to take doctorate..
I still rmb how the words of my friend:-
Friend:You?!!!Take nursing??!!!Walao!!Gimme uR points and u take mine lar!!
me:(trying hard to entertain her)haha y?
friend:Walao!!wat for you want join nursing?!!Clean ppl's butt arh??!!EEi..later wipe pek backside bla bla bla..
me:(in my heart)wait till you get in the hospital..i'll make sure i wipe ur butt till it bleeds..
k admit dat i was evil..but i was pissed off with her back den..How could she b a wet blanket and destroy my picture
of what nurses are??
when i told my geog tcher,she was kinda shocked..
but she tried not to discourage me by saying dat..its a noble job...
(i wonder wat dat means at dat point of tym..)
Only mdm Zainah supported me sincerely..She was the one who said dat i shud juz go fer it
plus she explained to me the benefits..If im not wrong dats wat she told RAb 2 as well..
Besides her,my frens such as fatt and ezan actually supported me too...
and yea not to 4get nazmi as well..my one and only male bestie
Anyway after goin thru the big hoo haa...I managed to noe dat rab2 was oso taking nursing
(she's 2 yrs my senior) cuz fawze told me..
Before dat i eva met her in the toilet..haha..thru another fren..N dat fren actually said both of us
were the same..Lurves to laugh,lurves cat n both have the same name..
Since den it was a hi and bye kinda ting back in sec skul..
back to the story..
so i contacted rab 2 and apparently both of us had the same case
i.e both of us were blur and last minute gurls..
cuz both of us actually didnt noe how to proceed with the orientation guide tingy,
payment and stuffs..and both of us handed the tnigy back at the very last day of the deadline..lol!!
Too coincident huh??
Anyway during the first day of orientation..My beliefs of why i shud be a nurse was strong..
But after a few weeksof skul..i have the thinkin of why am i here?why am i not motivated?
why is it soo boring?
Den due to some errors of paperwork and stuffs..Rab2 was sent to different class...and lecture groups.
No longer the same class with me..Both of us actually cried when there was no other means
of getting her stay put in the same class..
After she left,it was soooo BORING!!pPl arnd me are so dead..
No one to joke with!!
However at dat point of tym rab2 needed more support cuz of new environment and stuffs..
So i actually sent her to the lecture halls fer the first few lessons
and sent her smses to see if she's coping well there..
Soon she gotten hang of her new frens and stuffs and soo...
i had to find newer frens cuz the frens dat i was with was kinda boring..
dats how i met memii..!!!Due to some projects..
and den got to noe nas,geet,kr and other ppl..
actually noe dem long ago..but wasnt dat close wit dem
c'mon..im not so anti-social kaes...
anyway...the point is im still askin..
Y am i in NYP??Y NURSING??!!
Oh wells so here i am goin write down wat i once believed in before i join the course
Why i chose NYP??
Actually i chose NYP cuz of the atmosphere when i came for the open house..
It was so fun and so cool..sumhow i cud feel the NYP spirit
significance of the open housE??
-was being tricked by the SteWpid host in front of evrybody in the auditorium
so embarrasing lar!!
-was scolded by some unknown lecturer who tot me and my frens were NYP students
scolded coz we supposedly din wear the open house t-shirt..
-the thing dat i cant forget ever??
HIP HOP HUNT 2006!!
super cool!!I rmb the kids team dat wore white..!!so cute lar..imagine dem dancing hiphop??
den there was chroma x...the team with the super striking suits....
and the hippest ting??FOREIGN BODIES!!!lol!!
me and my frens actually went there to again to catch and follow up the competition..
And so y did i choose nursing??
B4 dat i was torn among some choices such as early childhood,Bio med,Chem engineering,food sciences,
Chem biomolecular sumthin and INTERIOR DESIGN!!
Wanted join chem engineering with my ex..however his dad din allow him to join NYP..
so i came nyp alone...i had to be on my own..
AFter considering,some courses lyk early childhood were not available i n NYp.
so i questioned myself wat i wan in my life?
so this is wat i look out fer
-ability to interact wit ppl esp kids.
-having secured and international job with gd pay
-able to give service with GST!(greet,smile and thank you)
-related to science and arts
-able to go up higher on the ladder
With so much expectations,i reckon dat nursing is the best choices
IT's an art and science.
Its a noble job dat sees life as vulnerable.
Only we are in the profession where we can see life from womb to tomb..
(from clothed to naked..woops!!)
view ppl from stronger state to weaker state..
Knowing all this makes me believe dat nurses treasure ppl arnd us MORE
we are the future profession ion which ppl wud respect us..
We are in the frontline of the battle of disease
and lastly,nursing develops the inner self of us being a lil bit sensitive,vulnerable and caring
After a ll teh hope dat ive instilled and troubles dat ive gone thru..
I hope i can bear this in mind and motivate myself to soar..
KK...but here's the ting..can we not do urosheath and condom cathether??I juz cant bring myself to
see it LIVE!!LOL!!kk...wateva...
PEACE out!!
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd