its a facade..help...
Tuesday, July 18, 2006 ; 4:42 PM
hey ppl!!havent been blogging fer a while due to sum tests and semestral exams cuming up...
but i hevent been mugging....at least not yet(but so far my grades are mostly Bs)..dunno y i dun feel motivated to study sey...n guess wat?tmr's my clinical lab theory n i have yet to touch my otherwise new book(cause i lost my 1st book)...nas memii n geet...its true i didnt touch the book ystd...dunno wad i spent my tym on sia..
haiz dis few days is really a low period for me...
im not sure myself...i feel totally withdrawn..
even wen geet meeps or nas tells a joke i try to laugh naturally..
but it appears fake..
i noe sumting is botherin me..but im not sure wat??
sumhow..my interest in nursing seems to be draining..
i was so enthu last tym..but y m i feeling hopeless dis days
haiz...mayb i shud spent sum tym alone...
i miss my simple life back den..
all of it was pure fun n innocent..
i miss art..i miss ms ho.ms lim
i miss fatt,ezan,lea,hairi,farhana
i miss my boo..
i miss sarah,suhair,diyanah,nazmi...
haiz..i juz miss my old me...i dun quite lyk the new me..
The Old ME
She was a happy-go-lucky girl who spreads joy and smiles to others
She was the girl who laughs at even the dumbest joke.
She was the girl who luvs being with frenz..
She was the just lyk a guardian angel to sum n best frens to others..
she was the one who is easily contented
she was the one who always compete herself in studies
she was the one who wakes up n looks forward for a brand new day
she was the one who held back her troubles
she was the one who is always called kucing
she was the happy gal dat i was...
BUt its all in the PAST..haiz...
aniwaes...
to suhair:HAPPY 15th bdae boi!!!mizz u soo much mann...since ur tikus i shall give u a pack of cheese..hehe..hope ALL ur wishes came true..good luck in evryting u do..
to sarah:u can gimme the ting sum other tym...
to mimie:nie yg kwn fatt ehs??hehe blur arh..
Staring blankly ahead;
Just making my way through the crowd